.Before the Battle
by Stormwatcher
Rated PG
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Chapter 2: Catalyst
Ryo
When it comes to taking people by surprise, Sage is an expert.
It's not quite the same as being unpredictable: unpredictable
means doing something totally unexpected. I had begun to expect that he
would call me his friend sooner or later, but I had predicted it for later.
A whole lot later. Instead, he took me by surprise and said it much sooner
than I'd imagined he would.
We didn't say much, that day. In movies and books, people often follow
a remark like that with some major emotional scene, baring their souls
or some such thing. But we weren't in a movie and neither of us felt any
need to suddenly rush into confession mode and blurt out our life's miseries.
It's not something you can do out of the blue; you have to work up to confiding
in people, no matter how well you like them or trust them. We were friends.
That was enough for one day. We'd have plenty of time to learn how to tell
each other the things we couldn't tell anyone else.
I went home that afternoon feeling both happier and more weary than
I had in a very long time. It had been a great day, but it had also been
a very tiring one, physically and emotionally. I'm not sure I even managed
to eat anything before I went to bed; if I did, I don't remember what it
was.
As the next week went by, I noticed the difference in my friend. It's
hard to put into words, but he seemed more open, more ready to say how
something made him feel, more willing to volunteer little pieces of his
life to me. He admitted that his grandfather was the famous General Date,
which was the first reference he'd made to his family since he'd told me
his name. I understood that; I wasn't ready to talk much about my family
yet either, but I did tell Sage that my mother was the one I got blue eyes
from.
On Saturday, things changed in a major way. It was a teacher workday,
so I woke up later than usual and found that Blaze had gone off on hunting
again. Not the greatest start to the day; the house always seemed emptier
when he was gone. I dealt with it by doing some chores that I'd been putting
off- keeping busy usually is a good distraction for me- but around noon,
I started feeling peculiar. I was anxious and jumpy and I had no idea why.
I didn't think it was the Dynasty, since the sky was clear and there was
no particular sense of threat, but I had to admit that the warning signs
I'd read about in Doctor Yagyu's book- sudden shifts in weather, weird
behavior from animals, odd-colored lightning- might not be all that accurate.
It had been almost thousand years, after all; things change. I got
so anxious that I went outside and stood on the steps for almost fifteen
minutes, watching the sky and the forest and just waiting for something
ominous to happen, but nothing did. I started to feel a little silly, standing
and staring like an owl, so I gave up and went back inside to finish what
I was doing, but I couldn't concentrate- the anxiety kept getting worse.
My stomach was fluttering, my hands shook, and I had a mad urge to just
run- where and why didn't seem to matter at all.
So that was what I did. I remembered to grab my house key, some money,
and the Rekka orb before I took off, but after that things went blank for
a while. When my head cleared, I was standing on the sidewalk outside the
Azu train station, seriously out of breath, with only the vaguest memory
of getting there. The good part was that running whatever-it-was off seemed
to have worked. The bad part was that I still hadn't the slightest idea
what had made me feel so anxious and had no idea what to do about it. I
stood debating for a moment and decided I couldn't handle the idea of turning
right around and going home. The sensible thing to do was figure out what
the problem was first, because it was obviously something at home that
was causing it. Or so I told myself; the truth is, I was spooked by whatever
was happening and didn't want to be alone while I was struggling with it.
Plus, if it was the Dynasty, they would attack the city first and
I would need to be there to try and deal with it.
That wasn't a very encouraging thought, either. I had made no progress
in finding the other four Ronin, and I knew I couldn't hold off the Dynasty
by myself if it should attack. But unless the opening of the Gate caught
the attention of the other four and brought them to my aid, that was what
I'd have to do. Trying to fight alone would be suicide, but not
trying to fight wasn't an option. Either way, I really didn't like to think
about it. 'Maybe that's it,' I mused as I got a ticket and waited for the
next train. 'Between waking up alone and thinking about the Dynasty, maybe
I freaked myself out. I know they'll be attacking soon, but I don't know
when soon is, and I don't know if I'll have any help when it does
get here. And I keep looking for the others, but I don't even know who
or what I should be looking for!'
Sometimes I manage not to think about the things I don't want to think
about, but sometimes I start obsessing on them in spite of myself. This
was one of the obsessive times; by the time the train arrived I was feeling
seriously depressed, and it only got worse during the ride into town. I
spent the entire trip trying to give myself a pep talk, but when I got
off in Toyama city, I was in a truly miserable state of mind. I was also
rather annoyed at myself for being such a stubborn pessimist.
'Well, so, stop telling yourself to think on the bright side, idiot,
and go do something about it,' I scolded myself at last, and walked
off towards the nearest library to check around in their reference section-
again. As I walked, I reflected again about how blasted obscure all the
books about it were. 'That's probably why everyone thinks it's only legend,'
I mused; 'it sure sounds like a fairy tale! Demons and evil spirits,
magic armor, elements and virtues, gates between worlds- ha. And why me,
anyway? No Dynasty emperor is gonna take a thirteen-year-old soccer player
seriously- I sure wouldn't! For that matter-' I suffered a brief,
rather humiliating vision of myself walking up to four hardened warriors
in mystical armor and trying to convince them that I really was Wildfire
and was supposed to help them defeat the Dynasty. 'Well, maybe I'll be
lucky. Maybe soon won't be till I hit university or something,'
I concluded morosely.
I was so busy scolding myself and being morose that I didn't notice
I'd walked past the library until I reached the park. In fact, I was halfway
across the park before I realized I was walking on grass instead of pavement.
I felt like a complete fool, and I also felt pretty glad that no one was
around to see how foolish I felt. But as I was turning around to walk back
up the three or four blocks to the library, I noticed someone was around,
after all. Someone was sitting on the grass beside the Mirror Willow Pond
(it's called that because it's practically surrounded by willows that reflect
off the water) and the sight gave me a shock for two reasons. First, people-
mostly kids- come to the pond to make wishes, but once their wish is made
they usually leave so they aren't in the way when the next wish-maker comes
along. Second, and much more important, I was astonished to see that it
was Sage who was sitting there. He was a long way away, but even if he
hadn't been about the only blond in Toyama, I would have recognized his
jacket.
I hesitated for a moment, not sure whether to approach him or not. I
knew I'd feel better being in his company, but I also knew I'd be frustrated
at not being able to tell him what had brought me into the city. "Yeah,
see, I got to worrying about the Dynasty attacking...you know, from the
old legends, only they aren't legends, they really happened, and I have
the armor to prove it..." No way- and not just because he'd probably
think I was nuts. Then I shrugged and started towards him, figuring most
of the truth would be good enough. "I was feeling really restless, so
I came to town to find something to do." It would mean the end of my
plan to go to the library, but I'd already known that wouldn't get me anywhere.
There were more books that mentioned the yoroi legend than
Azu's little library had, but they were either more obscure than the first
one I'd read- however impossible that may sound- or only gave it a page-long
summary. I knew all the summaries by heart, and I really didn't feel like
being obscured into frustration again. It could wait a day.
I was halfway to my friend's side before I realized something was seriously
wrong. To start with, he didn't hear me approaching, and for Sage that
was more than a little unusual, for he was always hyper-aware of who was
near him. I was walking towards him from the side, too, so he should have
seen me almost at once. Then I noticed how he was sitting, with his legs
drawn up and his arms around his knees, his face lowered and his shoulders
hunched. I frowned and moved faster; his whole posture practically shouted
unhappiness and vulnerability and that was really odd, because Sage was
hardly the vulnerable type. He'd perfected his mask of indifference and
used it routinely. He'd only just started to let it drop a little when
we were together.
I reached his side and dropped into a crouch next to him, asking, "Sage?"
cautiously. He jumped, turned so quickly that he startled me, then just
as quickly looked away again- but not quickly enough to keep me from seeing
the purplish bruises on his pale skin. I heard my breath go in, started
to ask what happened, then stopped. It was too obvious what had happened-
someone had beat him up!- and my mood shot from depressed to absolutely
enraged in about a tenth of a second. I had to clench my teeth for a moment
before I could ask, "Who did that?", and my voice still came out sounding
like I wanted to rip someone apart. Which was accurate enough! I figured
it must have been one or more of the asses from school; maybe Haruka and
his friends, or maybe a boyfriend of one of those bratty girls who hadn't
let him sit with them.
Sage didn't reply at first, just sat staring at the pond. I had just
about decided that he wasn't going to answer at all when he sighed and
his shoulders slumped. "Grandfather," he murmured, closing his eyes briefly.
I didn't really register that at first, but then it sank in and I felt
my mouth open in shock. "Your grandfather?" I repeated in horror.
General Date, the war hero, the highly respected tactician, had beaten
his own grandson? "When?" I sputtered. "Why?" I was way out of line
with my questions, but I didn't care. I didn't feel like being polite and
avoiding all reference to it. My friend was hurt and I was going to get
to the bottom of it!
"This afternoon. It was discipline-"
"Discipline!" I snorted, not believing it for a second. "Maybe
he
calls it that; I call it abuse." Sage didn't answer, just sighed again,
still looking away from me. I gritted my teeth, realizing that I wasn't
being very tactful, and asked, "Discipline for what?" as calmly as I could
manage.
"Well..." Sage hesitated a moment, then shrugged. "Grandfather's been
training me in swordplay since I was ten," he said in a weary voice. "Longsword."
"That doesn't give him any excuse to use you as a punching bag."
Sage finally looked over at me, his eyes tired and miserable. He didn't
reprimand me for my bluntness; in fact, he almost seemed grateful. "Every
day I train while he watches and corrects me, but about once a month he-
tests me. To see how much my strength has increased."
"Tests you?" I repeated warily, pretty sure I wasn't going to
like this.
"Yes...m-my strength against his-"
"He challenges you?" I all but erupted. "A retired general with
decades of military experience facing off against a high school student?
That- that's- criminal!"
Sage's hands clenched. "He's...he has never hurt me," he mumbled, but
his heart wasn't in his protest. "And today- it wasn't the challenge, it
was something I said, something...disrespectful."
"Hurt or not, it's wrong," I retorted, seething. "And I can't
see you doing anything disrespectful anyway."
"I- it just- happened, I didn't mean to say it. He said something- I
can't even really remember, something about... let's see what you're
made of, and I- I-" Sage shut his eyes again and I reached out and
put my hand on his shoulder. "I smiled," he admitted, as if smiling were
a crime, "and I said, you mean, besides flesh and blood? And he-
he dropped his sword and...hit me. And yelled at me. Said I was disrespectful
and frivolous and combat was nothing to take lightly or laugh at, and he
went on about how unworthy I am...what a disgrace I am to his name, how
my mother should never have given birth to a hanyou-"
"He calls you that?" I whispered, too appalled to be angry.
Gaijin
was bad enough, I knew how deeply that cruel term cut him, but to call
one's own grandson a half-breed-!
"He was the first," my friend replied wearily. "When I was three." He
paused and took a deep breath, staring vacantly at the ground and shifting
closer to me. I squeezed his shoulder gently in encouragement. "That was
before my mother sent me to live with him. Now..."
"He rubs it in," I suggested gently.
"He never lets a day go by..." Sage shut his eyes again. "I've tried,"
he said very softly. "I'm still trying- I don't know why I bother. He's
made it clear...the night I got here, he told me I was hanyou, and
then he explained that it meant my blood was...dirty, because of my cowardly
foreign father. That I would have to be trained very carefully and disciplined
to keep me from being a terrible disgrace to the Date name. I'll never
be really worthy, but at least I can be less unworthy." My friend let out
a shuddering sigh. "I hoped...I can't stop hoping, Ryo. I know he's
never going to accept me or even admit that anything I do is well done.
I tell myself it's enough when he doesn't criticize me. But it's not...it's
not!
And I can't stop hoping and trying and failing!"
I sat speechless for a moment, wondering how anyone could be so brutal
as to say such things to anyone, much less their own grandchild. How judgmental,
how racist, how frighteningly unrelenting that old ogre must be. Treating
his grandson like an outcast, trying to destroy Sage's own faith in himself
with constant reminders, with the constant withholding of approval and
affection, like a prize dangling just out of reach...what a monster!
"Of course it's not enough," I murmured at last. "And you can't tell me
he isn't doing it on purpose. It's another way for him to hurt you, holding
out hope and then crushing it."
Sage was silent for a moment. "I wonder," he whispered. "I often wonder...if
he really believes it, or if he's only trying to hurt me. You'd think after
three years of it, it wouldn't hurt so much..."
I put my arm around his shoulders- right there in public, too upset
at what he was telling me to bother with the usual 'don't touch' etiquette.
Sage sighed again, and I felt his weight shift as he leaned slightly against
me. "After he finished yelling at me for being so disrespectful, he hit
me again. Then he left the practice room and I didn't see him again until
lunch. I was afraid he might hit me again, but he didn't. He acted like
nothing had happened, just asked if I'd finished cleaning the swords. I
do that every day, too- he has ten swords and I have to keep them all sharpened
and polished. I told him I had, and he said to meet him in the practice
room again, an hour after lunch. I'd been expecting that, since he hadn't
even started the challenge, but..."
"You didn't want to."
"I was afraid." Sage fell silent, and I felt him shiver under my arm.
"I was afraid," he repeated, "but I didn't want to get punished for disobeying,
either. So I went, and he- he was...I- I thought he was going to kill me,
Ryo. He knocked my sword out of my hand three times, made me pick it up
and keep going-"
I felt my fists clench in fury and forced myself to calm down. The last
thing my friend needed was me going off like a rocket.
"-until the last time. Then- I- I was lying on the tatami, and he...put
h-his sword at my throat and- and asked me if I thought there was anything
to make jokes about now. Did I think it was amusing, to look death in the
face? Was I going to take my lessons seriously, or- or not? I don't know
how I answered him, I was so scared, I thought he'd kill me if I moved-"
I bit hard on my lip and tightened my grip on him. I wanted to kill
General Date so badly that I could almost feel the hilt of my katana against
my hand. "But he didn't," I muttered lamely.
"I thought he had. He- the sword- he cut my cheek, but I didn't know-
I felt the sting and thought...thought..." My poor friend shuddered to
a stop, his breathing unsteady.
"Oh, Seiji," I murmured without thinking, and turned to put my other
arm around him too, feeling him tremble and acutely aware of his hands
clutching at the back of my shirt. For a moment I thought of what people
would say if they saw us like this. Then I blocked off that thought with
another: The hell with convention, my friend needs me.
We sat like that for what seemed like a long time, until he stopped
shaking and I stopped seeing pure red Wildfire in my mind. It was a little
more time before I dared to look at him, knowing the sight of his bruises
would set me off again, and it was longer yet before he relaxed enough
to let go of me and sit up straight. Then I looked into his face and frowned
at the shallow cut that ran from his temple to his chin. He must have cleaned
it up before leaving the house, for there was no visible blood. I was about
to say that I didn't think it would scar, when he asked shyly, eyes lowered,
"Why did you say that?"
"What?"
"Call me Seiji," he reminded me, turning a little pink. It was an improvement
over ghostly white, anyway.
"Oh. Oh, I did. I didn't even notice." I made a face at my error. "Sorry,
I didn't mean to-"
"It's okay- I liked it," he murmured earnestly, which stopped me more
or less in mid-thought. "Everyone else...the only people who've ever said
my birth name without sneering at me were my parents and sister, and they
were always so unhappy that it hurt anyway. But you- from you-" His blush
deepened.
"Oh," I repeated, surprised and relieved. "Okay, well, if you like it,
I'll call you that sometimes. Privately."
"That would be great."
'Great' wasn't exactly the reaction I'd expected, and I wasn't sure
whether he meant that calling him Seiji would be great, or doing
so in private would be great. Probably the last, I decided, thinking of
how reserved he'd been until lately.
"Ryo...how can I ever possibly thank you for- today?" he asked softly,
finally meeting my gaze.
I smiled in spite of my lingering anger, touched by the shy expression
he wore. "Don't," I answered. "Just tell me you'd do the same for me if
I needed it."
"In a heartbeat!" my friend swore, gripping my hand in both of his.
"Well, then, we're even," I offered.
Seiji gave me a puzzled frown. "That's interesting logic," he pointed
out mildly, sounding and looking more like the Sage I knew. "I haven't
done it yet."
"You will. Some day," I prophesied, not knowing how very right I was.
I was about to say something else when the sound of the bell-tower striking
interrupted me and Sage lost all his color again. "What is it?"
"Five o'clock! I'm late, I'm supposed to be home- oh, he's gonna-" He
broke off his remark and scrambled to his feet; I stood quickly and touched
his arm.
"I'll just go along with you," I told him, a notion solidifying in my
mind. "And explain that it's my fault you're late because I was talking
to you."
"But-"
"C'mon. I want to meet this ogre," I insisted, "and maybe have a word
or two with him about his behavior." Then I added grimly, "Or maybe not
just words."
Sage
Maybe not just words...
It took me a few seconds to figure out what Ryo was getting at; I was
too shocked at the fact that he'd called Grandfather an ogre and in the
same breath suggested that he lecture the old man about his attitude. I
couldn't disagree with the analysis, since I'd (very privately) compared
my grandfather to a number of different monstrosities, but hearing my most
secret thoughts said aloud was a shock, and the thought of anyone lecturing
General Date was almost as bad. "A word or two?" I repeated after a moment.
"About his behavior? Ryo, what are you- why are you- are you nuts?"
I concluded in horror as the rest of Ryo's comment caught up with me and
I realized what he meant.
"I have no idea," he replied almost cheerfully, grabbing my wrist and
setting off briskly across the grass. "That's a good sign, though, right?
People who're crazy never think they are. At least I'm willing to consider
it."
I couldn't believe it. He was all set to march off and issue a challenge
to General Date, and he was joking about possibly being crazy! Possibly,
hell! was my immediate, if unvoiced, conclusion. "Ryo, you can't!"
I burst out, stumbling a little before I found my stride and moved up alongside
him. "You can't challenge Grandfather, he- he'll kill you!"
"Well, he'll try to," Ryo corrected me clinically, all amusement
gone from his voice. I took that as an encouraging sign; maybe he'd come
to his senses.
"And if he doesn't- if you kill him, you'll end up in prison- if you're
lucky!" Not that this outcome was at all likely, but flukes did happen,
and the consequences would be harsh.
"I'm not going to kill him." My friend sounded a little surprised now.
"I want to, but I won't. It would get me into more trouble than he's worth."
I felt a shiver run down my spine at the grim determination in his voice.
Twisting my hand free of his grip, I grabbed for his shoulder, trying to
slow him down long enough to talk some sense into him. I couldn't let him
do this, though I knew I'd never forget his willingness to protect me.
"Ryo, I don't want you to get hurt!" I insisted, and heard my voice quake
a little. It wasn't just that I knew how badly the General would hurt him
before he ended the fight. The challenge would end in death. Ryo was my
one friend, and I couldn't bear to think of him confronting Grandfather,
getting himself killed, and leaving me alone again.
"I have no intentions of getting hurt," the stubborn little brat insisted
coolly, turning to look at me from narrowed blue eyes.
"Intentions!" I snorted. "He won't just kill you, he'll cut you
to ribbons, first! You don't know what a maniac you're going up against!"
I winced at hearing myself denigrate Grandfather, but if it would stop
Ryo from his foolhardy, misguided impulse-
Ryo stopped walking and faced me. "So tell me," he suggested quite calmly.
"You said he has ten swords?"
"Ye, eight no-daitchi and two katana, but-"
"So he favors the longsword?"
"Yes, but Ryo-"
"Sage, don't worry. I know what I'm doing, okay?" he interrupted earnestly.
"Just tell me what you think I need to know."
I sighed, giving in and hating myself for it. "The longswords are family
swords, they all have our crest on them, and they've all been carried into
battle and used. Most of them were specially commissioned. The katana were
a gift from a shogun to one of his great-great-uncles for a service
the uncle did. That's the only reason he keeps them, and he never uses
them," I answered dispiritedly.
"But they're in good condition?"
I nodded and started walking again when Ryo tugged on my arm. He continued
to fire questions at me as we went and I did my best to answer, all the
while trying to think of some way to dissuade him. What I'd said before
was perfectly true: A revered man of war like General Date could get away
with slaying a rebellious kid who'd arrogantly challenged him and paid
the consequences, but a thirteen-year-old boy, no matter how popular he
might be at his school, would be either imprisoned for life or outright
executed for murdering an honored elder. Probably the latter: from the
questions Ryo was asking me about various forms, I concluded that he knew
at least as much about swordwork as I did, maybe more. That meant that
he had a very slight chance against Grandfather, but it also meant that
if he did kill Grandfather, the law would be harsher on him for
failing to restrain his skill with a deadly weapon.
After a while, Ryo fell quiet and simply hurried along beside me through
the darkening street. Dusk was falling, the wind was rising, and I could
feel the chill of the late-October air through my light jacket. I wondered
vaguely why Ryo wasn't cold, since all he was wearing was jeans and a thin,
long-sleeved, blue-and-white shirt. A few minutes later, the driveway loomed
at us out of the gloom and I paused under one of the giant cedars that
bordered the gravel, half-tempted to misdirect Ryo to someone else's house.
Then I discarded the notion with a sigh, knowing it wouldn't work. "Here,"
I said reluctantly, and turned up the driveway.
The House of Date Clan sat at the end of a short, curving drive that
stopped at the garage. The house itself was a few yards farther back, with
a covered walkway between the garage and the front door. A bricked path
led from the back of the house through the garden and up to the small wooden-walled
practice room that Grandfather had built when he took possession of the
place from his father. I led the way down the path, knowing the General
would be in there now, waiting for me and doing his own practice routine,
which he seldom allowed me to observe. He said there was no point, since
I'd never be skilled enough to master it myself.
When we reached the door, Ryo pushed it open, stepped right through
the changing alcove without even bothering to take his shoes off, and pulled
open the main room's door. Frankly, I was shocked by this apparent lack
of protocol. You didn't enter the practice room in your street clothes,
you stopped in the alcove and changed into your gi before you went
into the main room. And you didn't let the weather stop you, no matter
how uncomfortable you got. The place had no heating or air conditioning
because, as Grandfather pointed out frequently, you don't carry a heater
or air conditioner with you when you go into battle. You just fight, whether
it's hot, cold, wet, foggy, or icy.
The hinges on the inner door squealed as Ryo stepped inside and paused.
I hesitated behind him, then moved reluctantly inside and edged to the
left, toward the spot on the wall where my own sword hung. Grandfather
was standing with his back to us, his favorite no-daitchi held over
his head in a position I'd never seen before- not even at tournaments,
where I often saw unusual styles. "You are late, boy," he said harshly,
not turning.
"Yeah, I'm afraid that's my fault," Ryo said before I could even open
my mouth.
Grandfather abruptly lowered the sword and turned, looking surprised
for all of two seconds. Then his cold, impersonal mask dropped over his
face and he looked at us out of stony eyes. Standing there before him,
late and improperly dressed, all too aware of my earlier disgrace, I suddenly
wished the ground would open and swallow me. He looked nothing like the
'old man' and 'ogre' Ryo had called him; he was every inch the warrior,
the general: his posture militarily rigid, gi impeccably arranged,
its whiteness a sharp contrast to his dark skin; iron-gray hair tied in
the traditional tail. His black eyes dismissed me and turned to study Ryo,
and I winced as that gaze raked over my friend. Ryo looked exactly what
he was: a teenage schoolboy in worn sneakers, jeans, and an ordinary after-school
shirt; a little on the short side, well-proportioned and fit but hardly
significant. I noticed Grandfather's eyes narrow as he studied my friend's
face, and knew why he was frowning. The General disapproved of long hair
on anyone but a proven warrior, and even then it had to be maintained in
a tail, not left loose and undisciplined. Ryo's untidy black mane offended
him; Ryo's strikingly blue eyes were another irregularity, and his casual
mode of speech was yet another offense. To say that first impressions were
unfavorable would be a major understatement.
"And you are?" Grandfather inquired, almost mildly.
"Sanada Ryo," my friend answered coolly, making a rather more respectful
bow than I had expected.
Grandfather bowed slightly in return and gave the test he gives every
visitor: a very obscure greeting that has only one correct response, meant
to distinguish friend from foe. When Ryo replied correctly, Grandfather
lifted an eyebrow. "So you follow the way of the warrior?" he asked disapprovingly,
studying my friend again.
"Yes. The master of my dojo has taught me."
Grandfather asked which dojo and nodded briefly when Ryo told him Kigan-do
in Azu. "I have heard of this school. It is acceptable, if small. And do
you learn anything else from him?" he asked, which was a rather insulting
way of asking what martial arts Ryo favored.
"Swordwork," Ryo answered laconically, and I got the feeling he was
starting to get annoyed. More annoyed, that is.
"Ah. And are you any good?"
The correct answer would have been a modest, my teacher says so.
Ryo's simple, arrogant reply was, "Yes."
"Such confidence in one so young is a great pleasure to see, in these
days when so many denigrate their skills," Grandfather remarked smoothly.
"Of course, most of them are right to do so. Perhaps, young master, you
will permit me the pleasure of a brief challenge? It is seldom that I meet
a genuinely skilled opponent."
I winced at the barrage of insults, and Ryo's eyes narrowed, but he
nodded calmly and looked thoughtfully around the interior of the room,
his eyes darting from one sword to another. I noticed that his gaze lingered
on the katana pair, but he took his time and sized up all the no-daitchi
before
walking over to where the katanas hung. He pulled one from the sheath
and regarded it for about a minute, then nodded again and turned to face
Grandfather. "This one will do."
"Ah, katana-style. I might have known; all the boys wish to be samurai
these days," Grandfather commented tolerantly. "And will you fight like
that?" he added with more distaste, gesturing at Ryo's outfit.
"Better my own clothes than a
gi that won't fit right- even if
it is little untraditional," Ryo remarked, running his free hand through
his bangs in one of the most subtle insults I'd ever seen. By drawing attention
to the long hair Grandfather disapproved of, he was saying his appearance
had nothing to do with his skill level, and simultaneously criticizing
Grandfather's obsession with tradition. Or maybe he just wanted to see
better- but I didn't think so, and from Grandfather's frown, neither did
he.
"Very well," the General shrugged, and nodded towards the center of
the floor. I edged a little more to the left and paused when I reached
my own sword, my stomach knotting up as the two of them fell into fighting
stances. I had seen just enough katana-fighting at tournaments to recognize
Ryo's expert posture, but all the same I wrapped my hand around the hilt
of my sword and vowed that I wouldn't allow him to be hurt, not even if
intervening got me killed. Ryo had a lot more to live for than I did.
Grandfather began the duel as he almost always did, with seemingly slow
and easily-parried attacks. He seemed to like lulling his challenger into
a sense of complacency, but this time it looked like a lost cause, for
it was immediately obvious that Ryo was out of his depth. His technique
was clumsy and he barely avoided several stabs that could have injured
him severely. I winced at each near-miss, wishing he'd just put the sword
down and concede defeat- though from the determined look on his face I
knew I might as well wish that Grandfather's sword would turn into a snake
or something.
The General picked up the pace and Ryo's form got worse as he steadily
gave ground before the stronger attack. I tightened my shaking grip on
my sword-hilt and waited for an opportunity to step between them, knowing
I wouldn't do much better than Ryo. Grandfather was using a form I'd only
seen once or twice before and never practiced against, so my chances of
defending myself- or Ryo- successfully were about nonexistent. As I stood
there watching, feeling helpless and very frightened, I wondered just what
the stubborn kid had to smile about- for he was smiling faintly,
as if something rather amusing had just occurred to him.
Five minutes later I was still waiting for a chance to intervene without
getting immediately decapitated, dazzled by Grandfather's unfamiliar form
and astounded that Ryo wasn't injured. But for all his clumsiness, he had
either parried or evaded every single stroke- there hadn't even been first
blood yet- and he was still smiling that faint, half-amused smile, as if
indulging in some private joke.
I began to suspect what the joke was at the end of fifteen minutes.
My friend remained totally on the defensive, but he was still untouched-
and more, he wasn't even breathing hard. The General, in contrast, was
using as much skill as I'd ever seen in him use in a tournament, and he
was
breathing more quickly than usual. There was clearly a good deal more to
Ryo's style- if it could be called a style- than met the eye. In a weird
way, it reminded me of Grandfather's own deceptive tactic of hiding speed
and strength behind the guise of a slow, weak old man, and I started to
wonder...
Metal clashed, making me jump. Grandfather had used a technique I knew
well, binding the katana blade against his no-daitchi and
bringing all his weight down on Ryo's sword-arm. "I thought you said you
were good, boy," he remarked almost idly, but there was strain in his voice.
Ryo wasn't budging, though he had shifted to a two-handed grip on his hilt.
"But you are no fighter- you are too clumsy, relying on luck and defensive
maneuvers instead of genuine skill. As you see, luck can fail you."
I tensed, knowing what would come next, and began to slide my sword
free. I would only have a split second to act-
"Oh, you want to see my measure?" my friend asked coolly. "I
thought you wanted me to see yours. All right, no problem." Somehow-
my eye couldn't follow it- he disengaged and sprang backward, twisting
in the air as the longsword blade arced around and thrust for his heart.
And missed.
Grandfather missed!
For a second, everything froze. And then all hell broke loose- to put
it mildly- in the form of one incredibly skilled and furiously determined
Sanada Ryo.
You can't learn swordwork without taking in at least a little of each
different style. My experience was all with the longsword, but I had seen
katana-swordsmen work before, and I could distinguish beginner from expert.
But I had never seen anything like what Ryo unleashed on my unsuspecting
grandfather. The blade flashed like lightning in his hands, forcing Grandfather
to back away even as he defended himself from the barrage of slashes. I
let my hand drop from my hilt, closed my mouth on my sheer astonishment,
and watched in awe, drinking in the sight of Ryo's speed, his grace, his
sheer skill and complete control. He moved like a dancer, an athlete- of
course! I'd seen the same speed and agility on the soccer field! And it
was no wonder he wasn't breathless; all the running he did must have greatly
enhanced his wind and stamina.
What really pleased me, though, was that Grandfather's expression revealed
shock as great as mine, or greater. He had underestimated Ryo badly, and
with far less excuse than I could offer. Grandfather was supposed to be
the expert, able to judge his opponent at a glance, and he'd totally failed
to see the expertise behind my friend's playacting. Thrilling as it was
to see Ryo's skill, and relieved as I was that I needn't intervene after
all, I felt a greater satisfaction in seeing the General so reduced. His
easy kill was turning out not so easy after all, and all from his own habit
of judging people by their appearance!
It ended more quickly than I would have liked. After about five minutes
of whirlwind attack, Ryo sent the longsword skidding across the tatami
and touched the point of the katana briefly to Grandfather's chest, signifying
the match won without loss of life or injury. For a moment he remained
in a wary posture, waiting to see if Grandfather would press an attack
despite being defeated, then straightened as Grandfather made no move to
regain his no-daitchi. He regarded the katana with interest, then
went to the wall where the twin sword hung and sheathed it.
"Why do you not finish the challenge?"
I had never heard quite that note in the old man's voice before; almost
a yearning note. I'd also never heard him so out of breath before.
"I am finished," Ryo pointed out without so much as turning his
head towards the General, much less facing him with respect. "Not all duels
end in death, and I'm a bit young to become a murderer anyway." He crossed
the room and paused beside me, his eyes warming with friendly concern,
so I figured I looked as shocked as I felt. I managed to smile at him in
relief and gratitude- and more- and Ryo smiled back reassuringly.
My grandfather's sigh brought my attention back to him, and when I looked
over, his eyes were also fixed on my friend. "You should have been
my grandson- you would honor my name, not like that worthless one beside
you," he stated.
Ryo's eyes narrowed with sudden anger and he whipped around, hair flying,
to face the old man. "Just because you lost is no excuse for insults!"
he snapped, clenching his fists. "And what the hell makes you think I'd
want anything to do with you and your precious name?"
Grandfather looked taken aback, briefly, and then his cold, hard dignity
asserted itself. "How dare you denigrate my name! I am-"
"I know who you are, General!" Ryo interrupted, the height of rudeness.
"You're a mean, cruel control-freak who calls himself honorable but twists
the way of the warrior to suit himself! You're a bully and a coward, a
monster in human form- you couldn't pay me to carry your name, and
anyone who does have the misfortune to be related to you has my total sympathy."
My grandfather, the honored general, glared first at Ryo and then at
me, his gaze condemning me for bringing this insolent brat into his house.
"Show this person out," he ordered briefly, and turned to pick his sword
up off the floor. "And do not bid him farewell," he added rather cryptically.
I knew what that meant: the traditional farewell included an invitation
to return, and was given even to one's enemies, if they came in peace.
The only people who were not granted a formal farewell were the undesirables,
the dishonorable, riff-raff, criminals, exiles. It was an insult, but it
was also a warning: Ryo wasn't welcome and if he set foot on the property
again, Grandfather would either challenge him again or call the police
to have him removed. Probably the latter.
"Don't worry, I wouldn't want to come back," Ryo snorted, and this time
his comprehension didn't surprise me. He turned his back on Grandfather
and waited politely for me to leave the room first.
I led the way out of the practice room, down the path, and past the
house in a daze. When we reached the top of the driveway, I paused and
turned to him, trying to pull my thoughts together long enough to decide
what I wanted to say. It wasn't easy, since there were quite a few thoughts
fighting to get out of my mouth. "I wish you'd told me you were so good,"
I blurted out at last, trying not to sound accusing. "You had me scared
half to death."
"Sorry, Sage," Ryo responded gently, putting his hand on my shoulder.
"I was afraid he'd guess what I was up to from your reaction, and I really
wanted to knock him down a couple notches."
"You certainly did that," I agreed, feeling another surge of triumph.
"He totally misjudged you."
"And you're not too upset about that, are you?" he teased, and then
his voice turned grim. "He had it coming."
"It- you-" I began, and finished lamely with, "just amazing!" Ryo chuckled
a little, but for me it was a serious thing and I pressed on, "I've never
seen anything like that, not at any tournament- and I've only seen that
form he used once, but you seemed to know it!" Belatedly, I realized why
he'd seemed so clumsy at first; he'd been using no-daitchi techniques
with a katana, which meant he knew both weapons well. 'I won't even need
to switch swords after all, though I will if he insists...' As I thought
this, my half-formed resolve solidified. I gathered my nerve and dropped
to one knee beside him, looking up at him in the gathering darkness. "Will
you- will you teach me?"
Ryo stared down at me in surprise, blinking a few times. This was not
the way one asked another to teach anything, much less swordwork. He should
have been the one asking me if I was willing to learn, the teacher offering
his skill to a student, conferring a favor- not the student demanding lessons
from his superior, desiring something he had no right to. Anyone else would
have not only refused, but rebuked me for being so forward, asked me what
made me worth teaching. I had hopes, though. Ryo was my friend, not a stranger.
And my friend's answer was totally typical of him, revealing what was at
the heart of him.
"Sure," he said simply. "On one condition."
"Name it," I murmured.
Ryo dropped to a crouch beside me and replaced his hand on my shoulder.
"No more of this," he said firmly. "I can teach you, but I won't have any
of this sensei/student stuff between us." And as I gawked at him, he added,
shrugging, "Half the people in Japan can teach swordwork, but- you need
a friend, Seiji, and so do I, and I'm not sacrificing our friendship for
that kind of formality. I'll teach you as my friend, or I won't teach you
at all. And you'll learn, 'cause I will be tough on you, but not so tough
that you start disliking me."
I drew in a breath, let it out, and reached up to grab his hand, saying
that way what I couldn't quite get into words. I would have my friend and
my teacher, and I couldn't ask for much more than that. "Sounds great,"
I managed after a moment, deliberately informal. "When do we start?"
"Right now, and you start by standing up. Crazy kid," Ryo retorted,
affection in his voice as I got shakily to my feet.
"Me, crazy? I'm not the one who was entertaining the notion earlier,"
I reminded him. "That was entirely you!"
"Oh, that's right," my friend mused, grinning at me. "Oh well. Like
types, you know."
"If hanging around with you makes me nuts, I-" I broke off at the sound
of the practice-room door slamming and turned quickly, feeling a chill
run over me. "Oh, he's furious," I murmured in reply to Ryo's soft question.
"He's never slammed a door in his life, no matter how angry he-" Another
slam echoed through the deepening night as the house door closed hard enough
to rattle windows. And I had to go into that house and face him. The thought
made me shiver, and once I started, I couldn't stop. I was wondering how
hard he would beat me when Ryo's hand left my shoulder and closed firmly
around my wrist. I jumped in surprise at his touch and looked at him as
he tugged on my arm. "What-?"
"I don't think you ought to stay here tonight," my friend said in a
dire voice, pulling me down the driveway. "Not when he's that mad, not
when he's got a couple grudges against you already, and not now that he's
discovered he can hit you and not ruin what passes for honor with him."
That was blunt enough; it was obvious Ryo'd had a thought remarkably
similar to my own. "You're probably right," I began rather plaintively,
"but I don't know where-"
"With me, of course," Ryo answered, sounding mildly surprised as the
gravel underfoot turned to smooth pavement. "Come home with me, stay tonight,
maybe stick around tomorrow till he cools down. He'll get over it faster
if you're not around, right?"
Go home with Ryo? I hadn't even thought of that, and if I had, I wouldn't
have suggested it. Bringing someone into your home was something not lightly
done, like deciding to confide in someone. I wasn't sure we were at that
point yet, even after this afternoon and evening, but my only other option
was to try to find a room in a hotel, and I doubted I'd be able to find
any accommodations on such short notice.
"Won't he?" Ryo asked, and I suddenly remembered his question.
"I hope so," I agreed dubiously. "It's hard to tell, he's never been
that angry before. Ryo, I don't want to put you to any trouble..."
"No trouble," he replied, glancing at me. "Besides, if he goes looking
for you, he'll check with the hotels, right?"
"That's a good point," I agreed, feeling a little shiver go down my
back. "And thank you."
Ryo smiled and after that, we both said very little as we walked along
the quiet road in the deepening darkness. The few streetlights flickered
on, making pools of blinding yellow and long, darting shadows stretch across
the pavement. The air was chilly and I shivered slightly, sticking my free
hand in my jacket pocket. My other hand, in Ryo's grasp, was significantly
warmer, and I wondered vaguely about that. "Winter's certainly on the way,
isn't it?" I remarked, remembering that he was wearing no jacket at all.
"I guess it is," Ryo answered casually. "I didn't really notice, though.
Cold never does bother me much."
"Cold-blooded, hm?"
"Something like that." He sounded amused. I didn't inquire further,
too preoccupied with my own thoughts- the chief one being how in the world
to thank him properly. And by 'properly' I didn't mean formally; I meant
with something more sincere than domo arigato. I was still brooding
over that, several blocks later, when we reached the brightly-lit sidewalk
outside the train station and I realized it would have to wait a while
yet.
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