.Before the Battle
by Stormwatcher
Rated PG
DISCLAIMER
 
Chapter 4: Discoveries
Ryo
It took me a minute to figure out why I was in the guest bedroom when
I woke up the next morning.
The first thing I became aware of was that I was being half-blinded
by the sunlight coming in though a small opening in the curtains. That
had never happened before, since my bedroom window didn't get the morning
sunlight, and it confused me. I sat up, wondering what was going on, and
nearly fell off the bed because I was right on the edge of the mattress.
This
bed is not made for two people, was the thought that went through my
mind as I looked at Sage, and the next one was, How can he sleep like
that? The sun was directly in his face, but he was sound asleep anyway,
looking remarkably peaceful for someone who'd woken up yelling in the middle
of the night. Oh, that's right- that's why I'm in here. I
had intended to go back to my own room after he calmed down, but somewhere
in there I had fallen asleep beside him.
I thought about going back to my own room and getting a little more
sleep, but changed my mind when I saw how late it was- nearly ten o'clock.
I slid out of the bed, left the room as quietly as I could, and went to
get dressed. Then I got together my usual breakfast- most people would
call it Americanized, but I happen to like eggs and I see no reason why
I can't have them in the morning. And toast isn't really that different
from rice crisps, when you get right down to it. I took my plate out and
sat on the steps to eat, enjoying the early-morning sunshine and the fresh
air. After I finished eating, I put the plate down on the step next to
me and sat for a while with my elbows on my knees and my chin in my hands,
thinking. I had a lot to think about, and it was all sort of running around
in my head in no particular order. I finally focused on Sage's nightmare-
and his reaction to it- and gave that some serious considering.
It was about the last thing I had expected from my reserved friend.
All I'd seen of Sage told me that he was very wary of showing his feelings-
in fact, about expressing himself at all. He was cautious about his opinions,
approached problems with a 'let's take it apart and examine it' attitude,
and was pretty formal in his speech and behavior. It was, I mused, as if
he was being very careful to be thoroughly Japanese in attitude, in order
to counter his non-Japanese appearance. He also had a sarcastic sense of
humor, a way of understating things in a way that left me smiling ruefully.
I wondered if my habit of getting fanciful seemed silly to him, then shrugged
that off; he laughed often enough even as he told me I was weird, so I
figured he had no objections. I knew he had his vulnerable side, but I
had only seen it in bits and pieces, flickers behind his eyes that betrayed
the cool, calm, almost emotionless mask he wore- until yesterday, and last
night.
I suppose what happened is, he hit the breaking point. He had a bad
scare yesterday and I helped him with that. And I protected him, sort of.
So when he got another bad scare- maybe a worse one- during the night,
maybe it wasn't so hard for him to let down his guard. And it wasn't like
he had many choices- either he could let me comfort him, or he could deal
with it by himself. And he definitely didn't want to be by himself! I'm
glad he didn't want me to leave- I bet he wouldn't have gone back to sleep,
or if he did, he would've had another bad dream.
White Blaze padded out of the forest and came over to sit beside the
steps, nudging me so that I would take the hint and give him a good scratching.
I did so, my mind still on Sage. I wondered if his mask would be back in
place when he got up, or if I would see a wholly new Sage this morning.
I suspected it would be the first option, but reminded myself that he had
been letting that mask slip ever since he started calling me his friend.
Probably, I concluded after a little more thought, it would be neither
the old distant Sage nor the new vulnerable one, but a mix of the two.
"In other words, this could get a bit awkward," I muttered to Blaze, who
cocked his ears at me. I sighed. "Well, you got a new servant out of all
this, eh, my friend?" My tiger butted his head against my side and I rubbed
his flanks, smiling. At least he and Sage had taken to each other well,
though I'd been surprised at how quickly they'd seemed comfortable with
each other. Most humans don't take the proximity of a giant predator too
calmly, and as Sage had remarked, tigers are very territorial.
I put the question of Sage's attitude aside for a while, since there
wasn't much I could do about it- he'd be as he was, and brooding about
it wouldn't change anything. Besides, with his knack for taking me by surprise,
practically anything might happen when he woke up. I thought instead about
General Date, which made me both very angry and very contemptuous. In fact,
I got pretty mad at the Date family in general. I couldn't believe any
mother would allow her son to be so badly treated by his grandfather, much
less actually turn him over to such a man for 'discipline'. I concluded
she must either be seriously deluded about her father's nature or totally
indifferent to Sage, and the thought infuriated me. How anyone could blame
or disparage a kid for being the way they were born- as if they had some
kind of choice and had deliberately chosen to bring shame on the family-
was beyond me. It was totally senseless and wrong; it was just their way
of ducking their own responsibility! His mother's particularly, I thought
grimly. And how any man could be so cruel as to label his own grandson
hanyou...
I should have guessed that. Didn't think he was American,
he just acts too Japanese- though being raised here could've explained
it. But he said that swordsman was in his lineage- Masamune Date. I guess
I didn't put it together. Is that why they're so mean to him at school,
because he's only half Japanese? But they call him foreigner, so maybe
they don't know. Maybe that's why he was so distant at first, afraid my
attitude would change if I knew. And if I had told anyone, it'd be over
the school in hours...
I scowled at the thought. To my mind, Sage's birth was none of his fault
and he couldn't be blamed for whatever his mother and father might have
done. But very few people would agree with me; they would take General
Date's view that a child born with mixed blood was a thing to despise.
He has it bad enough as it is, if it got out that he's mixed blood...maybe
that is why he gets treated so bad, maybe they suspect. They certainly
wouldn't be so cruel to a genuine foreigner...but they're afraid of him,
they think he's bad luck. Ridiculous. The only bad luck he had was getting
born into that terrible family, and that worked against him, not against
anyone else. And most of that isn't even bad luck- it's just horrible attitudes!
I fought off my looming burst of temper with great difficulty, focused
on the pretty day and Blaze's presence until I was calmer, and finally
turned my mind to the challenge of teaching Sage swordwork. I had promised
to, and I intended to, but finding the time was not going to be very easy.
Then I wondered what style he wanted me to teach him, longsword or katana.
That was going to be a problem in itself...
The door creaked behind me and I turned as Sage's sleepy voice murmured,
"Good morning," above my head.
"Good morning," I answered, smiling at the sight of him. He looked half-asleep,
his eyes- eye- barely open, blond hair obscuring the other, his expression
tranquil and more un-alert than I had seen before. He came out the door
and sat down beside me, his shoulder almost touching mine. It didn't seem
necessary to ask how he'd slept, so I inquired instead if he was hungry.
"Mmm, not yet," he replied, and yawned. "Takes my stomach a while to
wake up. What're you doing?"
"Sitting?" I suggested, and got an elbow in the ribs. "Thinking," I
added more seriously.
"About?" Sage closed his eyes and turned so that the sun shone full
into his face.
"Swords, among other things," I said rather cryptically. He turned back
to look at me, his eyes suddenly alert, so I added, "You didn't mention
whether you want me to teach you katana or no-daitchi."
"Oh. I prefer the longsword," my friend said cautiously, "though I would
like to learn about katana-work, too. At least enough so that I can defend
myself if a samurai takes a dislike to me."
That made me laugh. "I see. Well, I can teach you katana no problem,
but I'm a lot less advanced in longsword." I paused to think about that.
"I think the best thing to do is, you show me how much training you have
and then I can tell you whether I can teach you any more or not. And if
not, I'll introduce you to my sensei down in the village."
"Okay," Sage answered slowly, and I could tell he was a little disappointed.
"I'll still teach you the katana forms, though."
"Okay," he repeated, much more cheerfully. "My stomach is awake now,"
he added, and we both got up to go take care of that before starting any
lessons.
About half an hour later we got outside again and immediately realized
the trouble with our plan. Neither of us had a sword. Mine was down in
the dojo, in care of my sensei, and Sage's was back at his grandfather's
house in Toyama. "Well, find a good branch," I decided after a moment.
"It'll work just as well."
"Too bad I didn't think to bring mine along," Sage muttered, walking
the few yards to the edge of the clearing and peering around among the
bushes and tree roots.
"I'm not sure the station attendant would have let you on the train
with it," I pointed out. "They're sort of strict about that."
"Well, I suppose," my friend agreed, and I could tell he was smiling.
Eventually, he found a sturdy stick and came back to where I was standing,
halting in a patch of sunlight that was shining on the front steps. "So...?"
"Just start with your usual form first, and then show me any additions
or special tricks you use."
Sage nodded and took his initial stance. I moved out of his way, leaning
against the step-railing and feeling a few small splinters poke into my
side. I ignored them and concentrated on my friend's form. He started most
peculiarly, laying the palm of his hand against the side of the stick for
a moment, then held it in a perfectly straight line, both hands gripping
where the hilt would be.
My first thought was that he must be awfully nervous for his motions
to be so short and choppy. In swordwork, each motion of the blade is supposed
to flow seamlessly into the next. His were anything but smooth; there was
a very slight but visible pause between each cut he made. If it hadn't
been so consistent, I would have thought it clumsiness, but as it was,
I could tell he was deliberately halting each stroke before starting the
next. That didn't make any sense at all; why he would dissipate the blade's
momentum like that was totally inexplicable.
Because of his peculiar form, it was a while before I recognized it
for what it was, and frowned. Well, it probably was the first thing
he was taught- maybe that's why he does it that way. It is supposed
to be good for training, but it sure is a weird way of doing it...
At the end of about fifteen minutes, Sage stopped- froze, really, in
the final position- then straightened up and assumed his initial stance
again, even pressing his hand against the wood. Then he lowered the branch
and looked over at me. "Why do you do that with your hand?" I asked curiously.
"You're supposed to feel the energy of the blade," he explained, and
I snorted.
"Do you?"
"Well, no," he admitted ruefully. "Or maybe I do and just don't recognize
it, but either way, it doesn't seem to make any difference in how I fight."
That made sense, sort of. Many teachers did have some similar ritual,
though it was usually to find one's own focus, not to search for something
that wasn't there. I nodded my understanding, then waited for him to go
on with his next exercise. But he didn't, just stood waiting. After about
a minute of this, I said, "And...next?" in my most encouraging voice.
"I don't really have any special tricks," he explained, turning a little
red. "I mean, I've done a few things here and there that I kind of made
up as I went along, but I never tried to use them consistently. Grandfather
didn't approve."
I felt my eyes open wide in shock, not that his grandfather's disapproval
surprised me. "You mean...that's it? That's all he's taught you?" I said
in disbelief. Sage nodded, looking a little confused. "And he drills you
in that every day?"
"Yes. It takes a lot longer when he drills me because he stops me and
makes me start over if I make a mistake. I'm always getting my footing
messed up."
"And you use this in tournaments?" I couldn't control the anger in my
voice, and Sage started to look more alarmed than confused.
"Not in that order, of course. I mean, not necessarily, it- it depends
on what my opponent is doing... That bad, huh?"
At that question, at the worried, resigned tone in his voice, my anger
burst out; I spun around and slammed my fist against the wall of the house,
cursing under my breath. It hurt, but I hardly noticed, I was too furious.
I wished with all my heart that I had taken my chances and run that old
ogre through when I had him at the end of the blade, but it was too late
now. I wouldn't likely get the chance again.
"Ryo? What's wrong?" Sage sounded almost timid, and when I turned, I
saw him standing next to me, anxiety all over him. I forced my anger back
down and took a deep breath before I answered.
"So he taught you that, then sent you into tournaments with it." As
my friend nodded, I went on, "You must have an incredible natural talent,
then, because it's a wonder you haven't been seriously- have you?" I interrupted
myself. "Have you ever gotten hurt?"
"First blood," he answered, shrugging. "A few near misses. But nothing
major."
I sighed and shook my head. "A miracle. Seiji, he hasn't taught you
a form," I told him, as gently as I could through my still-intense anger.
"He's taught you a challenge-dance. And from the look of it, he's deliberately
taught you to do it badly."
My friend's violet eyes went wide, his mouth opened, and the color left
his face. "A...challenge dance?" he repeated in a sort of sick wonder.
His jaw clenched, and I saw his hands knot around the stick he was still
holding. "Well, that's..." He sat down abruptly on the steps, staring straight
ahead of him, the stick still clenched in his hand.
I took another deep breath, fighting to control the anger that wanted
to break loose again. "That's criminal," I finished for him after a moment.
"I was thinking it's fortunate for me that he only accepts the challenge
every month or so," Sage answered gravely, looking over at me. "So," he
went on, almost conversationally, "he teaches me a- challenge dance, and
all the time he's teaching me, he tells me how I'll never learn even the
simplest form right, and how slow and clumsy and uncoordinated I am...
and then he sends me into tournaments with it and tells me how badly I
did and I'll never be anything as a swordsman... you know something, Ryo?
I'm starting to think he's wrong about that!" Sage's voice suddenly
changed from wryly casual to utterly enraged and he almost leaped to his
feet, his eyes locking on mine.
"He is," I gritted out. "Dead wrong."
"Teach me. Teach me right!"
"I will; you better believe I will!" I took a deep breath and let it
out very slowly and deliberately. "I will," I repeated more calmly, "but
first let's both calm down a little."
"Right. Right." Sage closed his eyes for a moment. I pushed my anger
to the back of my mind, letting it fuel my determination. Seiji was going
to be the best swordsman in Japan: I would see to that, if there was any
skill at all in my blood or his.
I'm not sure about my skill, but Sage had plenty of it. I used
the same procedure I had when teaching the beginners in Kigan-san's dojo,
but unlike those eager yet unskilled students, my friend seemed to absorb
my directions like a sponge. After half an hour, I went to find my own
stick and sparred with him, first slowly and in order so he could get familiar
with each move, then more quickly and with more variation. It was so good
to see his movements start to flow, his blocks and counters becoming more
and more instinctive, his enthusiasm and confidence visibly increasing.
It was like watching a rare flower blossom right in front of my eyes, or
a butterfly emerge from a cocoon.
After another forty-five minutes or so- maybe an hour- I called a halt
and showed him some of the exercises to prevent stiff muscles. "You are
going to be great at this," I told him warmly. "My master's got about fifty
students altogether, and none of them are even half as quick to pick things
up as you are. Most of 'em aren't even a quarter."
Sage seemed to blush a little. "You're a good teacher," he started.
"I'm not really a teacher at all, not yet," I admitted. "I've taught
a couple of the beginners, but the sensei kept an eye on us to make sure
I was doing it right. He says I will be, though, when he's done with me.
Grandmother always said it was partly natural talent- apparently there
used to be a ninja school somewhere in my past."
"Hmm. The General always makes a big deal out of that, too," Sage remarked,
propping his stick against a tree. "Saying there ought to be better swordsmanship
in my blood- except..." He grimaced, not finishing.
"Well, I don't know what gets passed on and what doesn't," I mused.
"But I think determination has more to do with it than anything. If you
like something and want to be good at it, you will be- unless there's something
physically off. Like being tone-deaf and trying to play an instrument,
obviously that wouldn't work too well."
"I think you're right." Sage sat down on the steps. "I've learned more
today from you than I have in the past three years from him- and
enjoyed it more, too. And I want to learn more!"
"This day's not over yet," I reminded him, and we both grinned. "But
I think lunch might be a good idea, first."
"That does sound good," Sage agreed, and stood up. Then, as we stepped
inside, he looked around with a slightly bemused expression. "Is someone
sleeping late?"
His question took me completely by surprise, and before I could think
what I was saying, I blurted out, "Who else do you think is here?"
Sage's eyes widened again, and for a moment he just gazed at me in amazement.
"You mean...it's just you and White Blaze? No one else? But- but who looks
after you?" he concluded as I shook my head.
"I do," I said shortly, feeling my stomach twist in the most unpleasant
way. "My grandparents took care of me when I was younger, but they're gone
now, and there's no one else-" I bit my lip on the lonely ache and said
almost spitefully, "You really shouldn't have anything to do with me. I'm
cursed, you see: everyone I love dies. It'll be a lot safer if you just
keep your distance." And then, not waiting to hear his answer- not wanting
to hear it- I hurried into the kitchen.
Sage
I stood staring after Ryo as he hurried into the kitchen, not waiting
for me to respond. My head spun at his bitter remark and I became aware
that my mouth had fallen open in shock. Looking after himself, his grandparents
dead, no one else? Why in the world hadn't he been put into a foster home
or an orphanage until he was of age? How did he survive? I shook my head
in disbelief; everyone he loved, dead, leaving him alone...cursed... safer
away from him... how was one supposed to respond to something like that?
I struggled with the queston for several minutes, trying to think of
what I would say when he came back out. I had to say something, I couldn't
just ignore it and pretend nothing was wrong, but I had no experience in
such things and felt very much out of my depth. After a while I became
aware that not only was I getting nowhere, Ryo hadn't returned from the
kitchen. I gave up on waiting for him and went quietly across the room
to the kitchen door. I still didn't know what I was going to do, but I
didn't think doing nothing was the right solution.
Ryo was standing next to the refrigerator, his hand clenched around
the door handle so tightly that his knuckles had paled. His head was bowed
and his face half-averted, but I could see that his eyes were shut. I paused
in mid-step, then determinedly moved to his side and put a cautious hand
on his shoulder. "Ryo-" I started, and then I couldn't think of anything
else to say. 'I'm sorry', 'It must be awful for you', 'It's all right',
'I didn't mean to upset you' - pathetic, insulting. No. There was only
one thing to say, so I took a deep breath and said it. "I don't think you're
cursed- but even if you were, I wouldn't care. I won't leave you."
He flinched, turning further away from me and leaning his forehead briefly
against the white refrigerator door beside him as my hand slid off his
shoulder. He sighed, then straightened up and slowly pulled the door open.
I watched silently as he pulled out the gallon of milk, moving as though
it weighed a ton, and set it on the counter. The door swung closed of its
own accord and Ryo reached up to grip the knob of the cabinet door. And
stopped before he opened it. I still couldn't see his face, but I could
almost feel the pain and grief swirling inside him. "My mother..." he said
quietly, almost casually. "Then my father...he was murdered by poachers."
I gasped in shock- I couldn't help it. Murdered! My sympathy
flared; stepping forward, I put my hand on his shoulder again and pressed
hard, acutely aware of the tension in his muscles. Ryo turned his head
slightly and I just felt his cheek brush the back of my hand before he
straightened up again. "He was a wildlife photographer," he explained,
his voice flat and emotionless. "He was never home much...but he never
missed my birthdays or New Year, until... He- was trying to get pictures
of snow leopards and he saw the poachers skinning a dead one. He took their
pictures, meaning to turn them over to the authorities, but they saw him
and-" I squeezed harder and he stopped. I could feel him trembling and
moved even closer, for whatever good it might do. "We didn't learn about
it for over a year. My grandfather had to go back to work, and Grandmother
mostly took care of me..." He stopped again, gasping in a breath, then
said shakily, "A few months later- he- when the trains derailed during
the evening rush..."
I remembered, and winced. "Oh, no," I whispered. "Oh, Ryo..."
He nodded, his face twisting, and something in me reacted- the part
that remembered how he'd soothed me out of my nightmare. I pulled him against
me and held him tightly, feeling his hair like silk against my arm, the
unusual heat of his shaking body, and the sudden discomfort in my upper
arm as his hand clutched tightly on it. His other hand was balled in a
fist against my chest and his head bowed against my shoulder. "M-my grandmother...I...it
was only- a few months... came home and...and she..."
I closed my eyes against the horrible pain of a ten-year-old boy finding
his grandmother dead on her bedroom floor and held my weeping friend as
tightly as I could without choking him. "I'm sorry," I whispered. "I'm
so sorry, niichan." Somehow I was smoothing his hair, knowing- without
knowing how I knew- that it would calm him, that it was a gesture his grandparents
had soothed him with when he was small.
It worked; after a while he quieted and the tension in his body gradually
relaxed. I didn't let go of him, though- he needed more comfort than he
would have readily admitted. It wasn't just his grief, it was the question
that needed to be answered. "I won't leave you," I repeated softly. Ryo
gave a little groan and his fist knotted in my shirt. "I won't," I murmured.
"I won't leave you, niichan, not ever." Even as I said it, I knew
I might not keep that promise. I meant to, I would try to, but fate
has ways of breaking the most heartfelt promises. Everyone dies someday.
Ryo didn't reply, and I knew, with the same uncanny certainty, that
he was accepting my feelings without really believing my words. He took
it for the comfort it was intended as, not for the statement of fact that
I wished it could be- and he was aware of how much I wished that it was
a declaration of absolute certainty. He didn't rebuke me and tell me not
to make a promise I couldn't keep, because he knew I would keep it as well
as I possibly could.
It was very quiet as we stood there in the kitchen; the only sound I
could hear was a faint ticking from the clock on the wall. Sunlight was
coming in through the window over the sink, warming the side of my leg,
and I felt oddly strong despite my hunger. Ryo's breathing evened out and
at last he lifted his head from my shoulder, wiping his eyes with the back
of his hand and sniffing. "See," he said shakily, meeting my gaze without
the slightest hint of self-consciousness, "I t-told you you would."
"What?"
"Yesterday, when you said-"
"Ohhh." Yesterday, when I'd thanked him for comforting me and promised
to do the same for him- in a heartbeat- if he ever needed it. When
he'd said my chance would come, sooner or later. "Yes, you did. And you
were right." I smiled and reached up to brush his bangs off his forehead.
"Tell me something else: how in the world do you see where you're going?"
"Practice," he answered with a wobbly return smile. "A lot of practice.
I-" He stopped and took a shaky breath, then said, "It'll be easier to
show you. C'mon."
I followed him out of the kitchen and down the hall to his room. I hadn't
been in there yet, and was a little surprised at how untidy it was, compared
to the rest of the house. But Ryo obviously had his personal space arranged
to exactly his liking, because he went directly to a particular pile and
drew out a black-leather photo album. Sitting on the bed, he opened it;
I moved to stand next to him, but didn't try to look down at the pictures.
"Here," he said at last, and I turned to sit beside him, leaning over to
look at the picture. And then I took a startled breath, understanding.
The woman in the picture was beautiful, with a delicate face, pointed
chin, and a sweet, loving smile. But what caught my attention was her eyes-
wide eyes of a shocking blue- and the black hair that framed her face,
falling in gentle waves to her shoulders. "Your mother," I said softly,
for there could be no doubt at all- the face was a feminized version of
Ryo's own, and the eyes were totally unmistakeable.
"Yes," my friend whispered.
I looked up and pressed my hand gently against his temple, stroking
his hair back. "And- this is how you honor her?"
Ryo bit his lip and nodded. "More or less. It sorta happened by accident,
but I liked it and it seemed right... My father took the picture. It was
right after she found out she was pregnant, and they had been talking about
what to name me- and- and making plans..."
I put my arm around him and heard him sniff. "She was clearly very happy
to think she'd be your mother," I offered, very softly.
Ryo rubbed his eyes again and nodded, sighing. "I wish...oh, I wish
too much," he muttered, closing the book abruptly and standing up. "I can't
help it- I know it isn't any use, but I do it anyway..." He turned as if
to put the album back on the pile, then shook his head and moved towards
the desk instead.
"I know what you mean," I remarked gravely, thinking of all the wishes
I'd made about my own parents- and the General- and myself. "I do that
a lot too."
I'll always wonder if what happened next might not have happened that
day; might not have happened at all. It seemed like a pure accident, but
later, we all wondered. Ryo turned as though to say something, but continued
to reach towards the desk, the photo album in his outstretched hand. But
instead of laying it on the desk, he accidentally knocked something off,
something small and glassy that bounced over the floor and rolled to a
stop against my foot. I leaned down and picked it up, totally unaware of
what was about to happen next.
The glassy thing was an orb, rather resembling a good-luck charm, small
enough to fit comfortably in one's hand. "It didn't break," I commented,
leaning forward to hand it to Ryo, and then frowned at the red character
that seemed- no, it wasn't etched into the glass, it seemed to hover at
the center of the orb, and it was glowing. Jin? I wondered, reading
the character. Wait a minute! This thing looks like- my orb, the one
the old man on the train gave me-!
Ryo's hand closed over the orb and suddenly the room seemed to explode
with red light, light that was enamating from the hand that held that innocent-looking
glass ball! I flinched back, shielding my eyes-
And then the light faded and I looked up to ask what in the world that
was all about and where had he gotten that orb and what did it mean- and
Ryo was standing there in red and white body armor.
I must have sat staring for at least a minute, too stunned to say a
word. He looked so different, like something out of a science-fiction
book, alien and frightening, but his eyes were huge, his face stricken,
and his outstretched empty- empty?- hand trembled even through the white
metal glove. His lips parted and I thought he was going to speak- and wondered
if he would sound as different as he looked- but he said nothing. I watched
his eyes dart from the metal to me and then back again in uncertainty and
realized he was almost as shocked as I was. But he's not surprised.
He's had this happen before. That orb...
"Ryo?" I said at last, faintly, and his hand dropped to his side as
he bit his lip.
"This- this wasn't supposed to happen!" he almost groaned, confirming
my thought. "I- Sage, it's- damn it!" His fist struck the metal
covering the side of his leg, and clanged. "I wanted to tell you- but it's
supposed to be a secret, I- I don't know why it did this...!" He closed
his eyes for a moment, obviously trying to regain some composure. I sat
up straighter on the bed, looking him over with astonishment and a large
dose of disbelief. An orb like mine, but red jin instead of green
wisdom...an orb that flared red light and vanished, leaving the holder
in armor...
"Where did the ball go?" I asked at last, and my voice trembled a little.
Ryo gave me a rather odd look and I realized it was a peculiar thing to
be asking.
"I don't know," he replied tiredly. "But when the armor comes, the orb
disappears, and when the armor goes, the orb comes back."
"It glowed," I observed rather stupidly, because I had only half my
mind on the conversation.
"Yes." Ryo hesitated again, shrugged, sighed, and began to explain something,
but I wasn't listening. Could it be that my orb would do something similar?
Could Ryo be, at last, the light at the end of my dark path, the 'righteousness'
I was supposed to find, the one who would-
Somewhere deep in my memory, chimes sounded- the chiming of a winged
staff. The Ancient One's voice rang clearly through the sound. "Seek Trust,
and Justice, Life and Righteousness. They will care for you and protect
you."
Care about me. Yes.
I gave myself a shake and looked up at him again. "I've seen an orb
like that before," I interrupted, and Ryo stopped in mid-word, blinking.
"But there wasn't any armor, and it never glowed so much- just a little."
My friend looked incredulous. "You have?.." he whispered, sinking down
beside me on the bed. "When, how?"
"On the way from Sendai to Toyama. I was alone in the train when this
old man came up-"
"Old man? With white hair? And in a robe, and the round hat, so you
couldn't see his eyes?"
"Yes! And the staff-"
"The staff!" Ryo hissed. "The same! And then- he- he showed it to you?
The orb?"
"He gave it to me," I replied, also speaking softly. "I still have it,
it's at home, I used to take it out and think about him, it made me feel
a little better."
Ryo took a long breath, all of the dismay vanishing from his face. He
looked like someone had just handed him something he'd been longing for
but never expected to get: exultant, but not quite believing it. "Which
one is it?"
"Which-? It's, it's green and the sign is wisdom. Ryo, what is it, what
are they?" I burst out, clutching his arm. The metal under my fingers was
warmer than I expected.
"It's the Ronin armor," he murmured. "Green, wisdom- you're the Ronin
of Light, Sage! You're Halo!"
"Halo," I said aloud, thoughtfully. "Light...wisdom? I know I joked
about turning wise, but... and- what's a Ronin? And who's Trust and Justice
and Life? And you, what's-?"
"Whoa, whoa." Ryo smiled suddenly, holding up his metal-covered hands,
then looked at them and frowned a little. "So that's it. My orb
must have recognized you as another orb-bearer and armored me up so I'd
have to explain it to you!" He shook his head, his mouth twisting wryly.
"Manipulative thing, scaring us both half to death... Off!" I blinked
as another flare of red light shone through the room, and this time when
it faded, Ryo was back in his regular clothes, the orb resting in his hand.
"Okay," he said, looking at me, "now, this is what I've figured out so
far."
Part 5
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