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Child of Gilean
by Hyena
Cub
Rating: PG for mildly disturbing concepts.
Disclaimer
Genre: Harry Potter
Author's Note
  
Potions class, as per usual, was horrid. Snape was apparently in quite
the foul mood that day, because he had been more horrible than normal.
Poor Neville had been near tears for Snape's scathing remarks about his
potion, and Harry had ten points taken from Gryffindor because he'd spilled
half of his on the ground.
Harry did not dislike potions generally, and realized that he could
really enjoy this class were it not for Snape and the Slytherins! And Draco
and his gang, always laughing and enjoying the show...
"Snape sure is a git," Ron grumbled, shaking Harry out of his bitter
reverie. The two boys were walking as rapidly as they could from the dungeons,
not wanting to spend any more time in Snape's vicinity than necessary.
"Boy, you said it," Harry muttered. "Where's Neville?"
"I dunno; I saw him rushing towards the dormitory, but I think he might've
been crying. Prob'ly didn't want to be seen by the Slytherins."
Harry sighed quietly. "Yeah, and I'm sure a fair few Gryffindors would
laugh, too. I don't blame him though. I don't think Snape hates Neville
as much as he hates me, but he's meaner to Neville. I can't figure that
one out."
Ron snorted. "Don't try and figure out a git's mind. It'll just give
you a headache."
"Yeah." Harry said no more, and Ron seemed to sense he didn't want to
talk any further on the subject.
Harry's thoughts regarding Snape remained quite dark as the two boys
followed most of the other Gryffindors to their tower common room, ducking
into the dorms to put their schoolbags away. Harry was quite grateful that
Potions was their last class of the day; that meant that at least he had
the rest of the night to himself, and could avoid the Slytherins and their
Head of House.
He spent more time than necessary at his bedside, arranging his things
neatly away. He told Ron to go on ahead, which he did, and when the other
boys were gone, Harry took several moments to cool his temper.
By the time Harry got to the Great Hall, his spirits were a little higher,
and his anger with Snape had had time to diminish.
Neville was, indeed at dinner, and looked as though he had washed his
face; he certainly looked less frantic than he had during class. "All right
there, Neville?" Harry called across the table.
Neville gave him a self-conscious smile. "All right, thanks. You?"
Harry surprised himself by laughing a little bit. "All right. A lot
better than I was an hour ago, at least."
As the students around him ate, and talked, and Hermione and Ron got
into an argument about the History of Magic essay that was due the next
Monday, Harry remained silent. He knew Snape had hated Harry's father,
but wondered why this hatred had spilled over onto him. Harry had never
done a thing to Professor Snape before Snape began bullying him - it would
never make sense to him why anyone should hate a person because of their
parents.
He sighed quietly and glanced up to Professor Snape, who seemed to have
a very small amount of food on his plate. 'No wonder he's so scrawny,'
Harry thought rather unkindly, 'he never eats.' Now that he thought about
it, though, he realized Snape rarely did eat anything much.
Shrugging, he turned to his own plate and finished his meal.
---
After dinner, Harry and Ron headed up towards Gryffindor Tower. "Where's
Hermione?" asked Harry.
Ron snorted. "She's in the library, just for a change."
Harry laughed. "All right. I bet that before she graduates Hogwarts,
she'll have read the entire library--" Harry broke off suddenly, as he
put his hands in the pockets of his robes. "My wand! My wand's gone!" He
checked every pocket of his clothing, but there was no doubt; his wand
was not in any of it's accustomed- or unaccustomed - places. "I must have
dropped it somewhere."
"Well, maybe you left it upstairs..."
"Yeah, maybe..." Now very annoyed with himself, Harry tromped up the
rest of the stairs to Gryffindor Tower. And after a quick search of the
common room and the dorms, he asked several others if they'd seen it. No
one had.
"Maybe you left it in Snape's classroom," Ron suggested. "I remember
you having it there last."
"Fantastic," Harry sighed. "I guess I better go look before it gets
too late."
"All right, well, see you later then, mate."
Harry nodded, and crept back through the portrait hole, ignoring the
Fat Lady's grumbling.
Guess I just can't get enough of Snape's class, Harry thought wryly,
laughing quietly to himself. Well, at least Snape shouldn't be there that
late; he would more likely be in his office or his quarters. Harry frowned
at this thought, wondering just where the teachers did sleep! He was fairly
sure that Dumbledore's quarters were above his office; he supposed that
the other teacher's sleeping quarters were next to or somehow joined with
their offices. It was a weird thought, thinking of his teachers sleeping
and doing all the normal things a student would.
As Harry set foot into the dim hallway leading to the dungeon classrooms,
he stopped short, his eyes going wide. There was a brief, sudden sensation
that someone had just leaped into his mind, and then, a voice in his head.
It was clearly in his head, not spoken aloud, and his first thought was
that it was the basilisk. But no, that had been an audible voice, not a
telepathic one.
I don't know who you are, said the voice. And I care
not. But my name is Gilean.
It was a soft baritone that somehow still held a great deal of power.
It reminded him, in a way, of Dumbledore's voice; though there was a darker,
older feel to it. The name seemed familiar, too; Hermione would surely
know it! Harry thought for a split second of running back up to Gryffindor
Tower and taking her aside to tell her about this frightening occurrence,
but a moment later the thought had left his head.
I would not tell you this, but for the great need of your
assistance. I am the first vampire, the father of all those created. Severus
Snape is one of my children.
Harry could have fallen over then, had he not been so close to the
wall. As it was, so great was his shock, that he stumbled as if struck.
His back against the wall, his wide eyes staring at the dimly lit stone
wall opposite, he could only gape and say nothing. The voice continued.
To reduce his need for blood sustenance, when he feels the
craving, he entrances himself in his quarters, connecting mind to mind
with me. With my power, I can reduce his need, and allow him to take some
small sustenance from mortal food. I do this for many of my children, that
they may live in mortal society. He lies within his bedchambers, under
attack by forces unknown, who take his soul from my awareness. I know not
who has this power, but I do know that were he to slip any farther, he
will soon be under their control, and lost to me. And to you and yours.
You must rouse him from this trance; I am several hundred miles away, and
cannot get there quickly enough. You are the only one close enough now
to help.
Harry's first thought was: no way! Busting into Snape's quarters
because a voice in his head told him to was not the brightest or sanest
of ideas, not to mention that he hated Snape, and felt a stubborn aversion
to helping him. But as soon as the thought occurred, Harry bit his lip,
ashamed of it; animosity was one thing, but if this...whoever and whatever
he was...was correct, then Snape's life could be in danger.
After a brief mental conflict, Harry thought as hard as he could, Where
are his quarters?
To his relief, the voice heard the question and was able to direct Harry
to where Snape slept, and as he had suspected earlier, Snape's bedchambers
were adjacent to his office. The door was locked, which elicited a growl
of sheer frustration from Harry, and he sprinted into Snape's classroom.
His wand! He needed his wand!
Ducking under the table he had sat at for class, Harry felt around until
his hand hit something that skittered away at his touch. Encouraged, he
felt around a little more gently, and grasped a slim bit of wood. On drawing
it into the light, he saw with relief the familiar holly wand. He took
a big breath and ran back to Snape's office.
"Alohomora!" he cried, and the lock on the office burst open. He was
feeling a strange sense of urgency now, and his instinct told him that
this voice in his head was telling the truth, and if he didn't hurry, Snape
would be dead. Or maybe worse; this Gilean had said Snape's soul was being
pulled by an outside force. Harry thought of the Dementor's Kiss, and shuddered.
A second "Alohomora!" and the door to Snape's chambers was open as well.
Harry took a split second to orient himself; large, open room, very
little decor. Wardrobe, chest of drawers with a pitcher of water and a
goblet atop it, trunk, comfortable-looking, high-backed chair. And the
bed? Harry glanced around quickly and caught sight of the four-poster in
the far corner of the room. The curtains were drawn. Feeling a split-second's
worth of fear (he was in Snape's bedroom!), he crept over and pulled
the curtains open.
What he saw made him gasp; Snape lay on his back with his eyes closed.
His face was dead white, and his mouth slightly open; Harry could see two
sharp fangs that he was quite sure were never there when Harry interacted
with Snape! And he should know; Snape snarled at Harry quite enough for
him to notice whether he had fangs or not. Why now?
He cast the question aside and bit his lip, cautiously grasping Snape's
arm. Trying to ignore the feeling that if he got caught, he was in big
trouble, he gently shook Snape's arm. "Professor?" he said. He shook more
vigorously. "Professor! Professor!"
He frowned, steeling his nerve, and slapped Snape's cheek hard; Snape
did not stir. That settled it! If Snape didn't waken and bring down his
wrath on Harry for striking him, then Snape was in trouble. But how else
could Harry wake him?
Will water hurt him? he demanded of the voice in his head, hoping
it would hear. He did not know a lot about vampires, as when Lupin had
set them the essay, Harry had been quite distracted in general. He remember
something about water being harmful, but...
Only if it is holy water, will it harm, said the voice of Gilean,
and to Harry's astonishment, the voice sounded worried. Frowning, Harry
seized the pitcher of water from the chest of drawers and emptied it onto
the professor's face.
Nothing.
Harry stood next to Snape's bedside, shaking the slightest bit, feeling
panic encroaching on his mind. He thought briefly of getting Dumbledore,
but what if he were too late? He had no idea what the current password
to the headmaster's office was, and what if he wasn't there?
Harry closed his eyes and forced himself to think. What could draw Snape
back? What could bring a vampire's soul back to his body?
And came the answer, so obvious that Harry felt like an idiot having
not thought of it before; blood.
But with this answer he felt a bit sick. How could he use this
information? The idea of cutting himself open was an intimidating one,
and he had no blade. A thought occurred, and though it seemed to be a long
shot, it was all he had.
Harry knelt by Snape's bed, biting his lip and taking Snape's hand in
his own. Trying to ignore how frightening and strange and surreal this
was, shivering at how chilly the Professor's hand was, Harry pressed his
other hand against his own throat and searched for the pulse. He noticed
distractedly that it was a good deal faster than normal. Trying not to
think of how dangerous it was to tempt a vampire with blood, especially
at a time when he was working on the most primal of instincts, Harry put
Snape's fingers against the swift beat in his neck.
For several seconds, there was only silence. Though Harry could feel
Gilean's presence still in his mind, the ancient vampire was being silent.
Harry felt his own pulse pounding in his head, now, and felt the shaking
in his limbs. He began counting his pulse beats out aloud, his eyes closed,
his mind concentrating on keeping his fear in check.
After what seemed several hours to Harry, he felt a twitch in Snape's
hand, felt the fingers dig into his skin. His eyes flew open in time to
see Snape's own eyelids rise. For a split second, Harry saw something very
like what he'd seen in Remus Lupin's eyes when Lupin faced the full moon
and began his transformation into an unnatural beast. For just a moment,
there was something wild and bestial in Snape's eyes...and then he slowly
turned to look at Harry.
Realizing he was still holding Snape's hand, Harry quickly released
it and stood, feeling his face begin to burn hot. Would Snape know why
he was here, or what happened? Would he wonder why in the name of Merlin
Harry was standing in his bedroom holding his hand? Harry's face turned
yet a bit hotter in embarrassment, and he took a couple of steps away,
watching.
Thank you, said Gilean softly, and Harry could feel the gratitude
behind the words before all trace of the vampire's presence faded gently
from his mind.
For a minute or two, Snape said nothing. He sat up, frowning slightly,
but was not looking at Harry, exactly. Harry wondered if he should say
something, or wait for Snape to speak, or if he should simply slink out
of the room. In the end, he reckoned it would be best to wait, even though
he didn't really want to.
Snape was silent, looking alternately at Harry, and the rest of his
surroundings; he seemed to be listening to something. Gilean, Harry thought.
He must be talking to Gilean. Snape dazedly wiped the water from
his face, and Harry saw that his hand was shaking. In Snape's eyes, Harry
saw fear, and wondered at it. He had never thought to think that Snape
could be scared of anything. He tried to make himself ask if he should
get Madam Pomfrey, but couldn’t quite speak.
Snape closed his eyes for a moment, and then looked at Harry, and it
was not the look Harry was accustomed to. No loathing lurked in his eyes,
no hatred or anger. "It is a very dangerous thing, Potter," he said
softly, in a voice that shook the slightest bit, "to tempt a - a vampire’s
appetite with human blood."
Taken aback by Snape's tone, his strange look as if he were seeing Harry
for the first time and indeed his admission to being a vampire; Harry found
his own voice not very steady. "I-I know."
"Why did you risk it? Why help me?"
"W-well...well that...Gilean...he asked me to help. And I knew, well,
that your life could be in danger. And he said something about your soul
being pulled from you, and I thought about the Dementor's Kiss..." he shuddered,
quite involuntarily. "And I didn't think even you deserved that."
He blinked as he realized just how his words had sounded, and hastily added,
"Er, I didn't quite mean it to sound like that. It's just, well...Dumbledore
trusts you. We're on the same side. We don't...I mean...we don't have to
like each other to be allies." Harry winced inwardly, waiting for
the outburst at his cheek - but none came.
Snape's face did not contort into a snarl, nor did his eyes narrow.
He gazed at Harry for a moment before nodding in agreement. "I could not
have fought it much longer," he said finally. "And my soul would have been
lost to me. Thank you."
Harry goggled at him. Of all the words he had expected from Snape's
mouth, those were not in the top thousand. He could not know, as Snape
did, just how dangerous it had been, doing what Harry had done.
Indeed, had it not been for Gilean's presence in Snape's mind from the
moment his soul began returning to him, he would have attacked Harry out
of sheer instinct.
After a moment, Harry regained control of his jaw, and shut his mouth.
"You're...you're welcome, sir." He took a big breath, closing his eyes
for a moment, feeling the tension and fear finally beginning to leave his
body.
Snape nodded once more, then glanced around again, this time seeing
the empty water pitcher. A crossbreed of scowl and smile twisted his mouth
and he wiped again at the moisture on his face. "I see you made every effort
to be conventional," he remarked dryly, his voice less shaken.
"I, er...yes," Harry admitted, his face heating yet again as he recalled
his panicked actions. He fervently hoped Gilean never informed Snape that
Harry had slapped him. "Professor?" he asked after a moment, wanting to
change the subject. "Who...who was attacking you?"
At this, Snape's expression did harden, and he scowled alarmingly. But
Harry quickly realized this was a reaction to his attackers, not Harry's
question. "The Dark Lord's followers," he said quietly, the tremor returning
to his voice. "With far more power than I ever remember them having. Power
I, myself, never had. Somehow, the Dark Lord has empowered his few elite
with the ability to steal and ensnare one's soul."
Harry's eyes widened, a surge of alarm going through his body. "A-and
they can attack anyone? Even here at Hogwarts?"
"I am uncertain," said Snape, his voice beginning to lose its shaken
quality. "I suspect my trance made me more vulnerable to their attack.
And...I suspect they have a strong desire to- to reconvert me. Or failing
that, to punish me for my desertion." He took a deep breath and rose to
his feet, shaking slightly from exertion. "I must inform the headmaster
at once. And Potter...you must not speak of this to anyone, save Dumbledore.
Understood?"
Harry nodded. "Yes, sir." At first he thought that he would tell Hermione
and Ron anyway, but on second thought realized that would be a breaking
of trust. And after this tentative understanding between himself and the
Potions teacher, Harry felt he should keep his word. He remembered how
Hermione had kept her Time-Turner a secret...he had been annoyed with her,
but he also realized that she'd had a very good reason for doing so.
"Return to your dormitory, Potter," said Snape. Though his voice sounded
almost normal, it lacked the contemptuous bite it usually held when speaking
to Harry.
"Night, Professor."
Snape nodded, and Harry slipped from the room. He dashed for the
stairs, suddenly eager to get out of the chilly dungeon, to put some distance
between himself and the shocking events of the last few minutes.
Once upstairs, Harry ducked into an unused classroom, softly shutting
the door and leaning against it, his breathing rapid and his heart rate
still higher than felt healthy. As he heard Snape pass the door on his
way to Dumbledore's chambers, Harry took several deep, slow breaths, to
calm himself down. Now that the whole thing was over with, Harry felt himself
starting to shake once more.
It was incredible, the whirl of thoughts that coursed through Harry's
mind. Snape thanking him, and not getting angry at him even when he realized
Harry had thrown water on him. The Death Eaters having the power to attack
one's soul. Snape willingly informing Harry of what had happened, and being
afraid!
And...a vampire. A vampire! Though he might not have had trouble
imagining Snape as one, Harry never would have actually thought he was!
He remembered once, after Professor Lupin had left, that Dean Thomas speculated
on what they would get next for a Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher.
"Maybe a vampire!" he had suggested hopefully.
Harry started to laugh, in fact could not stop for several moments,
and ended up slumped on the floor, his back against the wall, as the slightly
hysterical giggles subsided. When Harry finally got his breath back,
he smoothed his hair (as best as could be done), straightened his robes,
and opened the door.
To his amazement, not fifteen minutes had passed between the first of
Gilean's words, and leaving Snape's office. It felt like he'd gone through
about five days! When he stepped into the warm glow of the Gryffindor common
room, nearly everyone was still up and as noisy as ever. Fred and George
were showing off their latest Skiving Snackbox, Hermione was giving them
dirty looks, and Ron was trying to catch his owl, Pigwidgeon, who was hooting
shrilly as he fluttered around the room.
"Oh, there you are, Harry!" said Ron, abandoning his hunt for the moment
and approaching him. "You've been ages - what's wrong? You look really
pale."
"Nah, I'm all right. It just took forever to find my wand; it got kicked
under one of the tables." Which was true, really; he had found it under
a table. "Why's Pig out?"
Ron rolled his eyes. "He's just back from delivering a message, and
feeling pleased with himself." Ron finally used a Summoning Charm to get
Pigwidgeon into his hand, where Harry could swear the owl was giggling
at Ron. Grumbling, Ron went to put the owl away in his cage.
Harry's dreams that night were unsettled. He did not remember many of
them, but he rather thought there were both Dementors and vampires in them,
which was not entirely comforting.
---
In the days that followed, Harry noticed something extraordinary. Though
he and Snape were nothing like best friends, and never would be, Snape
no longer took every opportunity to harass and torment Harry in Potions
class. He didn't take off points for fabricated reasons, he didn't berate
him or announce how dismal his potions were to the class. Harry even imagined
he was less horrible to Neville as well. Snape did, of course, have his
sour moments, or moments of annoyance towards Harry, but on the whole,
the experiences in Potions class were a lot less unpleasant.
Draco and his cronies were baffled. Draco asked Harry once just how
he was "sucking up" to Snape, and Harry laughed. He laughed aloud, and
said nothing, leaving the Slytherins staring at him as if he were quite
mad. Let them wonder, Harry thought. Let them wonder.
 
Author's Note: This is based on a dream
my cousin had, and she has given me permission to write a story on it!
"Gilean" is pronounced with a hard "g" sound as in "gate", not "gel".
Here is my illustration for Child of Gilean: Harry
and Snape
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