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"He's Like Angels"
by Stormwatcher
Rated: G
Genre: Hardy Boys
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"Dad?" Joe Hardy asked slowly, staring
at the clear, blinking lights on the Christmas tree. "Is there really a
Santa- for real?"
Fenton Hardy paused in the act of wrapping
silver-tinsel garland around the staircase banister and turned to his son.
The question he’d been expecting for several Christmases had finally come.
It was Christmas Eve. The fire in the fireplace
snapped and popped merrily. The red-and-green flannel stockings lay limp
and flat over the arm of the sofa. The popcorn and cranberry strings that
the boys had made the day before were carefully draped over the dark needles
of the pine tree, and the smell of the popcorn mingled with the smell of
pine and a hint of wood-smoke.
Laura Hardy looked up from where she was
opening the box of tinsel, preparatory to spreading it from the boughs;
the last touch of the tree decorating. The rest of the house was already
done: the Advent wreath on the dining room table, dark with holly leaves
and bright with holly berries; the round Christmas tins of baking that
lay on the kitchen counter, ready to be distributed to friends the next
day; the various ornaments scattered through the house, dangling on red
and green ribbons. All that lacked was the wrapped and ribboned gifts.
As Fenton exchanged a glance with his wife-
a troubled, uneasy glance- he knew she was wondering how to answer. "Why
do you ask?" he inquired mildly of his seven-year-old son.
Joe hesitated, brushing at a wisp of pale-blond
hair by his ear. He carefully hung a glossy green ball on the tree, then
glanced at his dark-haired brother. Eight-year-old Frank, who was busying
himself with making sure all the ornaments hooks were picked up, seemed
to be blushing. "Frank doesn’t think there is a real Santa, but...I don’t
know."
"It just doesn’t make sense," Frank defended
himself. "How could there be? How could he go to all the houses in the
world, in one night? And how could he get all those toys into one sled?
He’d need bunches and bunches of trucks- like in Willie Wonka and the Chocolate
Factory. All those trucks full of candy for the Gold Ticket winners, ‘cause
it was a lifetime supply- and that was just for five kids."
"But it’s not a lifetime supply of Christmas
presents!" Joe argued.
"Yeah, but it’s a lot more kids! And anyway,
how could reindeer fly? It isn’t really true, is it, Dad?"
"Ah." Fenton tied off the garland and descended
the stairs. "And when you look at your toys and see it says ‘Made in China’,
you know there wasn’t some elf in the North Pole workshop putting it together."
"Yeah!" Frank agreed, then paused, a faint
look of disappointment crossing his young face.
"Well- in a way, you’re right, Frank. Santa
Claus is like a legend now, and as legends always do, he’s gathered some
parts of the story that aren’t really true. But that doesn’t mean other
parts aren’t true." Fenton paused, looking at his boys. "When I was about
your age, I asked my mom the same question. She didn’t answer it the way
I expected, but it solved the problem for me about what to believe and
what not to. And she didn’t tell me- she read it to me out of a book. I’ll
go get that book and read it to you, and we’ll see what you think."
"Okay," his sons answered, almost in unison.
***
The book wasn’t as easy to find as Fenton
had hoped; he knew he’d left it in the basement, but which box it was in
was a bit of a puzzle. Once again, he caught himself vowing to set up some
bookshelves down here as soon as he had the time. However, he finally located
it and headed back upstairs. As he reached the top of the steps, he smelled
the rich scent of hot chocolate and smiled a little wryly. The boys would
soon be tearing about in fits of hyperactivity, as if they weren’t already
hyper enough. He was a little surprised Joe had slowed down long enough
to ask his question.
"Hey, that tree looks good," he remarked,
pausing in the kitchen doorway and regarding the long-needled pine with
pleasure. They had decided to go for the clear lights this year instead
of colored ones, and the effect was quite different. The brilliance was
reminiscent of icicles, and the glitter off the tinsel enhanced that. "Very
wintry."
"And it’s snowing!" Joe blurted.
"Ah, so we’re in tune with Mother Nature’s
decorations, are we? Excellent," the tall man grinned.
His wife pointed at a mug resting on the
coffee table, saying, "Refreshment, dear?"
"Certainly, we might as well all be on
a sugar high," he teased with a wink. Laying the book on the table, he
told the boys, took up the mug and sipped cautiously at the hot chocolate.
"Mmm. You added mint."
"Good call," Laura smiled. "Now, I say
that space under the tree looks dreadfully bare and empty-" she gestured
at the glittery-white tree skirt "-so I’m going to put the stockings under
there for now, and then I’m going to start dinner. When you boys finish
your cocoa, could you set the table for me? And then get into your Sunday
School clothes for church?""
"Dinner?" Surprised, Fenton glanced at
his watch. "Five-thirty already- I guess we can look into that-" he gestured
at the book "-after church."
The boys hesitated, looking at their father.
Joe, particularly, looked rather impatient. "Aw, Dad..."
"If we want to be on time for church at
seven, we’re going to need to move along pretty quickly," Fenton told his
son gently. "Besides, there’ll be more time to think about it later." And
church itself might help the little lesson make more sense.
"Okay." Joe took a long swig of his hot
chocolate, upending the mug completely, then dashed into the kitchen, reappeared
a minute later minus the mug, and pelted up the steps.
"You’re supposed to help me with the table
first!" Frank called after him, and Fenton watched in amusement as his
younger son spun around and charged right back down the stairs.
"Forgot!" Joe panted. Frank grinned.
"We noticed. Help me get the silverware..."
As the boys went off to the dining room,
Fenton turned his attention to the cleaning up of the living room. Scraps
of tissue that the ornaments had been wrapped in went into the empty boxes.
The boxes went into the hall closet to wait for their next use at the end
of the season. Stray snips of red and green ribbon landed in the trash,
and the remainder went upstairs to the giftwrap box. All this, while avoiding
the two young whirlwinds known in calmer times as his sons, who seemed
to have doubled or tripled themselves without even trying in their hurry
to set the table.
And through all the chaos, the book lay
quietly on the coffee table, waiting for a calmer time to share its message.
***
After a delicious but slightly hurried
supper, Fenton did a quick change from tree-decorating clothes to church
clothes and went out to brush the snow off the car. A few minutes later,
Laura ushered the boys out- wrapped up like junior snow-men- and closed
the front door. Fenton admired the fact that she managed to keep them from
scooping up even a handful of snow to throw at each other; he was fairly
sure he wouldn’t have been successful at that.
The drive through the familiar neighborhood
to church was punctuated with the boys’ exclamations at the house and yard
decorations and the luminaries. Fenton and his wife exchanged smiles at
all the ‘Ooo, look!’s and ‘Hey, see that!’s enamating from the back seat.
The church itself looked remarkably like
a Christmas card, between all the bundled-up people, the light streaming
from the windows into the dark night, and the snow falling softly through
the air. And then came the sound- the low, majestic tolling of the steeple
bell, followed by the higher, thrilling chorus of the smaller bells clanging
and tinging in the clear air. The boys stood still, entranced, until the
echoes faded and then moved solemnly towards the front doors.
As usual, the sanctuary was crammed with
people, to the point of having individual chairs lined up on both sides
of the aisles beside the pews. And even then, there were some who stood
leaning against the walls through the service. Fenton was impressed to
note that Joe sat quite still through the service despite the length of
it; he was normally incapable of sitting so still for so long and tended
to fidget until someone told him to stop. Fenton understood and sympathized
with his younger son’s restlessness, but his fidgets tended to disturb
and distract other people and needed to be curbed.
The sermon itself was not lengthy, but
it was fairly original, which impressed the detective. He had a shrewd
feeling that coming up with a new twist, a fresh aspect on a centuries-old
holiday, might be rather challenging for the clergy. And he was glad that
most of the hymns were the traditional Christmas carols, for the boys’
sakes. They both enjoyed singing their old favorites, and did so with gusto,
if not always exactly on key.
After church ended, the boys ran around
for a while with some of their Sunday School friends while Fenton and Laura
talked with the adults. Despite the warning from their mother not to get
into any snowball fights, both children had large wet patches on their
pants and jackets when they were called to the car.
Frank and Joe were a good deal quieter
on the drive home, though whether from thoughtfulness or weariness was
hard to say. It wasn’t much later than they were used to staying up, but
it had been a busy day. However, the question was answered a few minutes
after they got into the house again. Joe shed his coat, was reminded by
his mother to hang it up, did so, and then made a beeline for the book
Fenton had left on the coffee table.
"Ah, yes, time to answer that question
of yours." Fenton divested himself of his winter coat, then sat down on
the sofa, taking the book from Joe. Joe plopped down beside him, and Frank
sat down on the other side, looking curious.
"Now, this is a story that was written
a long time ago. The writer-" Fenton pointed to the name on the cover "-was
born in 1867 and she lived through one of the most remarkable times in
America, the time when the great West was being settled and enormous advances
were being made. She grew up seeing horse-and-wagons replaced with trains
and cars; she saw telegraph wires become telephone wires; and when she
was an old woman, she took a ride in an airplane- something that no one
had imagined when she was first born. She saw all these advances and progress,
and she wrote them down when she wrote about her life. Her name was Laura
Ingalls."
Both the boys blinked and looked at their
mother, who successfully covered a laugh. "I wasn’t named after her- though
I would be proud if I was," she inserted quietly.
"This particular book is one of a series
of nine," Fenton went on, smiling at his wife. "She began writing from
her earliest memories, about all the places she lived. Here, she was living
about three miles from town, beside a little river called Plum Creek. Her
father was farming the land, trying to get a good crop, and as a result
her family was pretty poor at the time. Christmas was coming, and the house
was a little underground ‘sod’ house, dug into the ground. Laura and her
sister, Mary, were a little worried because there was no chimney- so how
could Santa Claus get in?" Fenton opened the book, paged through the chapters,
and found his place. "You can read the whole thing if you want, later,
but this is the part my mother read to me."
***
Laura and Mary knew that Santa Claus could
not come down a chimney if there was no chimney. One day Mary asked Ma
how Santa Claus could come. Ma did not answer. Instead she said, "What
do you girls want for Christmas?"
She was ironing. One end of the ironing
board was on the table and the other was on the bedstead. Pa had made the
bedstead that high, on purpose. Carrie was playing on the bed and Laura
and Mary sat at the table. Mary was sorting quilt blocks and Laura was
making a little apron for the rag doll, Charlotte. The wind howled overhead
and whined in the stovepipe, but there was no snow yet.
Laura said, "I want candy."
"So do I," Mary said, and Carrie cried,
"Tandy?"
"And a new winter dress, and a coat, and
a hood," said Mary.
"So do I," said Laura. "And a new dress
for Charlotte, and-"
Ma lifted the iron from the stove and held
it out to them. They could test the iron. They licked their fingers and
touched them, quicker than quick, to the smooth hot bottom. If it crackled,
the iron was hot enough.
"Thank you, Mary and Laura," Ma said. She
began ironing over and around the patches on Pa’s shirt. "Do you know what
Pa wants for Christmas?"
They did not know.
"Horses," Ma said. "Would you girls like
horses?"
Laura and Mary looked at each other.
"I only thought," Ma went on, "if we all
wished for horses, and nothing but horses, then maybe-"
Laura felt queer. Horses were everyday;
they were not Christmas. If Pa got horses, he would trade for them. Laura
could not think of Santa Claus and horses at the same time. "Ma!" she cried.
"There IS a Santa Claus, isn’t there?"
"Of course there’s a Santa Claus," said
Ma. She set the iron on the stove to heat again. "The older you are, the
more you know about Santa Claus," she said. "You are so big now, you know
he can’t be just one man, don’t you? You know he is everywhere on Christmas
Eve. He is in the Big Woods, and Indian Territory, and far away in York
State, and here. He comes down all the chimneys at the same time. You know
that, don’t you?"
"Yes, Ma," said Mary and Laura.
"Well, then," said Ma. "Then you see-"
"I guess he is like angels," Mary said,
slowly.
And Laura could see that, just as well
as Mary could.
Then Ma told them something else about
Santa Claus. He was everywhere, and besides that, he was all the time.
Whenever anyone was unselfish, that was
Santa Claus.
Christmas Eve was the time when everybody
was unselfish. On that one night, Santa Claus was everywhere, because everybody,
all together, stopped being selfish and wanted other people to be happy.
And in the morning, you saw what that had done.
"If everybody wanted everybody else to
be happy, all the time, then it would be Christmas all the time?" Laura
asked, and Ma said, "Yes, Laura."
***
Fenton stopped reading and closed the book,
marking the place with his finger. He looked at Frank, whose gaze was far
away, and Joe who looked exceptionally thoughtful.
"Like angels," the younger boy said at
last.
"Like angels," Fenton agreed.
"He’s not...really a person," Frank murmured
slowly, his voice as distant as his gaze. "He’s...like a...feeling."
"He’s inside of us," the detective amplified.
"The figures we see, with the beard and the red suit- that’s how we recognize
him, as a figure of legend. It helps if a legend has a face that everyone
knows. But what he does isn’t make toys and fly through the air to give
them- that’s one of the not quite true parts. People needed some explanation,
some sort of magic, to explain how he could be in all places at one time."
"You could say he’s the Spirit of Giving,"
Laura spoke up softly. "And he’s always jolly and happy because doing things
for other people makes you happy. That’s why Secret Santas enjoy it so
much- it’s a chance to truly be a Santa Claus, to let that spirit
inside you slip in and leave the gift and slip away again without being
seen. Like Santa- or like magic."
Frank’s face lit up with a smile, and Fenton
gave his wife a warm, respectful glance. Joe bounced on the sofa and proclaimed,
"I like that! That’s better than elves and chimneys!"
"That’s about what I thought, when my mother
read it to me. It’s better to have a feeling that you have inside yourself,
and really know is a true one, and share with people, than to wonder about
elves and chimneys and reindeer, yes?"
"Definitely," Frank agreed firmly.
"Laura Ingalls thought so, too," Fenton
remarked. "She asked her Pa for horses for Christmas, even though she really
wasn’t sure she wanted to. She was sad at first, thinking she’d have no
Christmas, only horses, so when she said her prayers that night, she asked
to be happy about wanting horses. And suddenly, she was happy, because
she loved horses- and because she had been unselfish and made her Pa very
happy."
"Did they get horses?" Frank asked.
"They did get horses. And they got their
stockings, too, so they had Christmas after all."
"Oh, that’s good!" Joe exclaimed, satisfaction
in his voice. "I bet she was really surprised to get both Christmas and
horses."
"Things like that can happen, when you
want to do things for other people," Fenton agreed, laying the book on
the table. "Now, I think it’s time my two imps head to bed so we can see
what the Spirit of Giving will do."
Joe grinned and hopped off the sofa, followed
by his brother. Their footsteps thudded up the stairs, and relative quiet
descended on the living room.
"What a remarkable, wise woman Caroline
Ingalls was," Laura said at last, regarding the book with tender respect.
"How many mothers could have so deftly turned their children from acquisitivness
to generosity with a few words? And all while altering their belief in
someone magical to something just as magical? I don’t think
I could have done it."
"She gave them the true meaning of Christmas,"
Fenton agreed quietly, placing ‘On the Banks of Plum Creek’ back
on the table. "And she did it without taking away their cherished belief.
I would have liked to meet that woman. And I would love to thank her daughter
for passing that down through the decades; it obviously made quite an impression
on her."
"Not to mention getting us out of a bit
of a tight spot," Laura remarked wryly. "I’m surprised the question didn’t
come up before. Trust Frank to sniff out the logical inconsistencies!"
"Of which there are quite a few. Well,
I think we can say that went well, love. Now- which of those tins of cookies
did you say were for us?"
***
Frank Hardy lay staring out the window
at the falling snow, half excited and half sleepy. Beside him, snuggled
close, lay Joe, a good deal more asleep than excited.
Their parents had gone to bed at least
an hour ago, the house was silent- but the window was lit by the snow,
reflecting the street and decoration lights as it fell.
The eight-year-old smiled, thinking of
his father’s explanation after church. He definitely liked that better
than the not-very-believable Santa story he’d heard most of his life. He’d
been reluctant to disbelieve, and even more reluctant to break Joe’s belief,
but it simply hadn’t made sense. Joe had argued for magic, talking of bottomless
bags, super-reindeer and stopping time for one night, but the younger boy’s
voice had been unconvinced even as he insisted that it had to be real.
This was a reality they both liked. And
if the Santa they believed in now didn’t drive a sleigh, still he existed,
like angels. Angels to look after people; Santa to help them be generous
to each other.
"’S’too bad about the reindeer," Joe had
murmured a few minutes ago. "Flying would be cool."
"Yeah, but it woulda been awful cold, too,"
Frank had pointed out. "Besides, it would mean getting awful dirty, going
down all those chimneys."
"That’s true. It’s better that he’s inside
us."
Frank had nodded. Now, listening to his
brother’s soft, sleeping breaths, he found he only regretted one thing-
the bells. He had often lain awake, listening for the first jingle of the
bells on the reindeers’ harness, and once, he’d been positive he’d heard
it. It had turned out to be music from the neighbors’ radio as a door opened
and closed- maybe that was when he’d first started doubting?
‘Oh well. Santa, you’re inside me and
you know I want to make my family happy. Come while I’m sleeping and leave
some magic for us.’
As he drifted into a deep sleep, Frank
thought- just for a second- that he heard... from somewhere very distant,
soft but clear...
Sleigh bells.
***
- To the memory of Caroline Quiner Ingalls,
who taught her daughters so wisely and well; and to the memory of Laura
Ingalls Wilder, who remembered her mother’s words and shared them.-
  
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